My Life, My Words, My Thoughts..

2012-01-19T09:34:00.000+08:00

I keep asking myself, what new year resolutions should I make this year.. With the many years before or even till now, its common for people to make resolutions like "I'm going to start saving", "Im going to lost weight", "Im going to threat myself better", "Im going to live a healthier lifestyle" and blah blah blah.. You get what I mean..

I slept over, pondered over about my resolutions and came up with the following:-
1) To sleep more everyday.. (Tat's by sleeping earlier and not waking up later~ LOL)
2) To take lesser cabs.. (I've cut down alot but still need to work on those impromptu cases..)
3) To save at least 2 dollars a day..
4) To cut down on coke, fast food, fried food and drink more water on weekdays..
5) Last but not least, the usual every year resolution! To be someone that I love and loves me..

I strongly believe that resolutions 1 to 3 are easier to attain.. 4 will need more determination.. 5 is the hardest of the lot.. LOL.. Nevertheless, I'll try my best!

I always remembered this very famous quote from the bible abt love.. N my favourite from this quote? "Love Never fails"

John 3:16
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.

Have you made your resolutions? If not, do so now!!
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Life have been pretty much normal.. Job here is kind of fulfilling.. I'm happy to work here, in minimum politics.. Im really glad that jobs that I hold, since graduation till now, all have minimum politics.. Im not saying there isnt.. but at least, there's not a lot..

Im considering whether to continue to take up Jap lessons.. I almost returned everything to my Sensei already since I stopped class 9months ago.. or maybe I shld go take up do some tuition for kids.. Hmm.. Which is a better choice? Shall ponder over it again.. =D

CNY is coming in 2 days time.. Hope everyone enjoys a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
Reunion dinner w Ardorythmatics is tml!!! Im excited to see many of them which I havent had the chance since I-dont-remember-when..

Sunday is Reunion dinner w FAMILY! N maybe movie w some friends!!
Have fun people!!!!!!

2012-01-10T09:14:00.000+08:00

Saw an Anonymous posted a comment on my blogpost of 2006 and was back reading all my posts.. I was wondering how I can be start from sharing my thoughts and words to jus simply updating my daily life..

Let the below extracted passage be a reminder to the real reasons as to why we are attending church..
Below is something I extracted, a 2006 blogpost, from my leader of the cell group which I use to attend:

"We will not settle for the basic need and what is necessary but rather going for things that are MORE then basic. SO this question came to mind, Is the bread of life enough for me? Or I need something more to make it more effective or special? Like the beauty of the Church building? the warm fellowship of the churchmates? Or the nice music? Or even the interesting activities we organise. We no long focus on the BREAD, but the jams and the butter. To my horror, some may even forsake the bread and eat just the butter and the jams and make it their basic need. That means Christian now a days will focus on the churh building, the fellowship of the people, the music and the speculations and not the BREAD, not their relationship with Jesus anymore. LEt's keep praying for ourselves and for one another that we will not end up forsaking the BREAD of life and settle for the Butter and jams."

A lot of times, we tend to forget the original intention of the activity after a prolong period of time and focus on something else instead and I wondered how often do we get back onto the right tracks..
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Was out with D^boy on the weekend and happened to comment on our "suayness" with down riding escalators brought us to this topic..

We should not blame God for things that he doesnt give to us but instead praise him for the things that he had given instead. Praise him that the up riding escalators are working well and not blame him why the down riding escalators broke down.

There's always 2 sides to a coin and to all things that happened. Look on the positive side and you will see joy in everything that is happening in your life. =D

As what D^Boy shared during Xmas celebration, "May this festive season be a time for all to forgive and to learn to forget all bad and mean things that others have done unto you" Forgiving is easy, forgetting is hard but let's all try. =)

And as a common phase that everyone quote: "God never promise life would be easy. He promise that it will be worth it" God has pre-planned all our life, what we will do, how much we will earn, who will be our life partner and blah blah blah.. So remember, my favourite saying "Everything happens for a reason and everything is in God's hand!"

N I know, there is just this issue that I must fix this year. I will learn to fix the issue.
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CNY is drawing closer. Let's take this festive time, to gather family friends and spend some quality time together. Have a great week ahead!! N to all who havent shop for their CNY clothes, Me neither!!! Will do it this weekend.. LOL!
N also, if u haven't make ur new year resolutions, it's still not too late!!

I'll update my resolutions for the new year soon!! Once I ponder n sleep over it this weekend!

Half a year update..

2011-10-14T11:07:00.001+08:00

More than half a year gone and many things went by.. CNY, my birthday, Natsu as well as many friends' birthdays.. For official records, I left the bank that I was working for in the past 4 years and join another industry. A total new industry that to me, one that most of my friends have never gone into, doing HR - Training.

I indeed left the bank without a job, an action deem by many to be an action of 冲动, without thinking of consequences, silly, dumb and irrational. Many ask me why and I've ask myself that question too, especially in times when last day at work came closer and there was nothing else in front to look forward to. Just to set it straight, I've never regretted the decision and the real reason that I wanted to leave that place shall jus be kept to myself and the people who know..

I'm glad that this new job came along and I will try my best to fit in and work things out. Career is what I'm looking at this time and not just another job... Thanks all who have gave their support, well wishes and prayers during this period of time that I was feeling lost and helpless.
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A week ago, was e worst night of my life, feeling helpless to the extend that I wanted to end my life, in order to ease things alittle... For the first time in my life, I want to run away, run away from this life, this family and everything that I've earned, built and endured.. Till today, I'm talking to them but am still feeling the agony in me as to why things turned out this way. As to why does it have to be this way. Does family even means anything to them?? I don't know. As things are starting to recover, we all know that the damage have already been done and would never be the same again.

Was glad that Maryanne was there, trying to find me a solution and of cos, keeping me sane at the same time. If not, it probably would not be a blog post that you see now but an obituary instead. Peaceful and quiet place to dry my tears and think things over was what I needed and she gladly offered her place.

Decisions have been made, temporary solutions found and just going to let it be for now.
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Recent happenings between friends and everything that have been said, heard, done, talk about, discuss are creating alot of emotions. Just hope that things are going to better.. I still stand by what I said and belief that Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Therefore, if you do not agree with what other people have done and criticize that, do keep in mind that you should not be doing the exact same things. If not, you are just being contradicting. LOL.

To end things, I just hope that everything will get on fine.. TGIF!
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2011-02-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

Appraisal is done. Everything is finalise. I asked myself why didn't I deserve a 2.. And realise that probably I didn't do enough.. =(

Promotion is something that everyone hopes for in a job for that means that you have advance a step in your career progression.. For me, it's been 3yrs, coming to 4 and trust me, none of those of the same rank as me in my team, are heading towards that path bcos, it's almost impossible..

Shall not say more as it's already pretty late! time to sleep...
Before that, just to share a phrase that I learn to understand from my CG leader previously when I was still with them "Do to others as you would have them do to you"

I believe in what goes around comes around...

2011-01-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

2nd post of 2011!!!!

1st 2 weeks of 2011 have past and how have you been?
I've been living life jus like 2010, day after day, night after night.

Meet up with Ashley today, chat a far more then usual.
She was telling me something which I keep pestering her to tell me the answer but she refuse to. I tired guessing but to no avail. =(
I think I know who is talking abt thou. =D

Ahahaa.. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. But Whatever! LOL..

Additional New resolutions for the year!
1) Love myself more
2) Stay connected with friends who are worth it & find back the lost ones!!
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On side note, I have convinced myself that I shld start looking for a new dept to go into once I get my bonus.. N I mean it. N I want a totally unrelated dept!!! Yesh, a totally unrelated one. No doubt I have fun and absolute trust and is for sure, comfortable with the people I am working with currently. BUT I have to agree with Ashley on ONE POINT - Being irreplaceable in your current dept will deter your chances and opportunities to grow and move on. So, I do want to move on to learn new things and since no one really think that form checking is so impt, why am I wasting my time & life doing it??

Changes can be good and bad BUT it can't go too bad if you anticipate it with the good and positive attitude. Afterall, once you hit the bottom, there's no other way except going up! =D

All e best to friends in no matter what kind of journey you are abt the embark on for only you know yourself the best and what it is that you really wanted. =D

2011-01-08T01:25:00.001+08:00

1st post of 2011!!!

Hope this yr have been good for all so far.. How was your 2010??
Seriously, with the kind of memory I have, I can't really remember what exactly happened.. =P

But the end was 2010 was not exactly good I would say. A good friend of mine, relationship w e Gf, capsized. No comments on what actually happened cos I do not want my personal thoughts and thinking to affect him further. I AM indeed ANGRY w her for treating him that way after him, putting all his trust in her with all his heart.. BUT, what hav been done cannot be undone. I wished him all the best and may the bleeding of the heart stop soon..

Other than that, Xmas eve n New YEar's eve was first spend in office before heading out with Besties for dinner!! Photos are up on facebook!!! =) Christmas presents are all still in their packaging
cos I'm too lazy to do any packing at this moment.. wahhahaa... Christmas day was spend At JEsslynn's place to celebrate e little boy's birthday as well as getting to know e rest of the gang.. Was a great day spend.

AFter counting down on NYE, headed over to Henry's place for mini mahjong session decided pretty last min as the offer was bring up on NYE itself, while we were having team lunch and onli confirmed at like 6plus in e evening.. Was fun hanging out with them thou.. Or other, I like playing mahjong.. =D

Back to work is of cos a torture.. Wahahaa.. But meeting up w friends was a pleasure. Finally met up w Dan, Trix, Gerry, Daniel, Peidi, Fook Yu, XM, Emily, Zhenhao n their son for dinner and also, met up w Qiqi for dinner too. It's always fun to meet up w friends, talking abt everything under the sun!

With e new year starting, other than New Year Resolutions, it is also time to make plans for HOLIDAYS!!!
This year might be a little packed w trips!!! (Need to save more $$$)

Planning:
1st: Phuket Trip
2nd: Australia Trip
3rd: Japan Trip!!!

Thinking of going:
1) Batam! (YES, again!)
2) JB (Ok, this is not considered a trip but I want to go in for FOOD!!)
3) Taiwan (YES! I want to revisit n explore more taiwan!!)

Alright! After all these yakking, have you guys make ur new year resolutions? I haven't! But here shld be a start!!

1) No more cabbing to work! (I'm starting on it already! So far so good!!)
2) Save more money! (No splurging!!!)
3) Slim down more!! (That have become a regular item here! Oppss!)
4) Out of SG for New Year Eve's countdown!! (Yes! That's my resolution!! Even if it's GENTING)
5) Transfer dept!!! (I want to get out of my boring JOB!!)

All e best people!!! LOve YA!!

2010-12-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

Life hav been different since the time when I started this blog.. I left it to rot for a couple of months bcos there was nothing much to update. =)

Hopefully time will make things better...

2010-11-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I never did choose to be transferred here.. Seriously.. Although the people here are nice in general, there are some whom I will never, in my life, be able to work with them peacefully without arguments or disagreement. There are times, when I feel that I have to let them know that they do not rule the place, will be treated by others as showing that I'm still a kid, that I'm throwing my temper. I'm not. Yes, I'm pissed but I'm not showing my temper. P.S: If I were to throw temper, it's 100 times worse then raising my voice.

By not arguing with you, I'm telling you that you have my basic respect, not that you are good in your work or that you have alot of knowledge of the work but because you are older than me. But by acting like a kid, complaining to an adult everytime someone do something that is not to your benefit, will let you lose the basic and little respect that I have for you, in no time. And believe me when I say that once I lost my respect to you as an elder, don't expect me to be nice cos I wouldn't be.

I always believe that everyone in the world should be treated with respect and I deeply believed that respect has to be earn and not given naturally.
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Couple of weeks ago, someone ask, why is life so unfair. Couple of years ago, a close friend ask me that question too. My answer was that God is fair. Everyone will have something attractive and something not so attractive. And that if God takes something away from you and it costs you huge pain and all other feelings, he is doing it for your own good and he for sure, would be giving something / someone even better, and it's jus a matter of time.

These few weeks, I've alot of thoughts, regarding stuff at work, regarding life, regarding alot alot of stuff.. I jus hope that everything will carry on fine. =)

NITEZ people!

2010-11-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Wow! Been 4 months since I last blogged... After using twitter where random thought of mine are posted, my blog became neglected.. This place will soon become will place for me to share with my closer friends (who knows the address), my thoughts and more into what have been happening with my life.

It have been 3yrs plus since I joined my current company - a time long enough that I shld be moving on to somewhere is what many friends have told me.. But the question is, "Do I really want to move or am I getting too comfortable here that I don't wish to move?" I can't even answer it myself. No doubt, after taking on this job, my expense grew.. by almost double.. Due to the amt of cab rides I hav been taking and trust me, I have been making the effort to lessen it. (Yes, I'm guilty abt giving in to taking cabs every morning and see my $$ flowing away..) And I'm really hoping to change this bad habit of mine... It's freaking expensive to cab from where I live to where I work.. =(

I'm thinking / considering / contemplating to either change a dept (with no links to current one) or to leave and find a new job, in a new company or totally change an industry for new experience.. But all, would have to wait till I get bonus at next year March. Considering that I'm already at year end, no point throwing away my bonus jus because I wish to change job.

YES, for people who still do not know, I've graduated! I'm officially a graduate!! I wouldn't have done it, without alot of support from friends, colleagues and of cos, Xx - who encourage me to sign up, Kim - who approve my staff study loan, Qiqi, Shenna, Damon & Sarah, who helped me through my studies and of cos family especially my mum, who understood my short temper during projects deadline and exam period..
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Enough of the long story, looking at the date, CHRISTMAS, the season of giving is coming again!! Have you started preparing for it? I have.. Hopefully, this years Xmas will be as fun as last years!!

Looking at the time, I need to sleep soon if not, tml I will give in to cab again!! LOL!!

Alright friends, hope you guys had a great weekend, I had fun in mine!! And NO monday blues for all!!

Nitez!

2010-06-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

NEW BLOG POST!! Hahaa.. After a month of lapse!
I doubted many people read this blog.. HAha..

My 24th Birthday came n left.. =(
Officially 24! HAhaa

Had a fun-filled e day before and on e day itself.. =D
Other than dance pract that sat, met Zuzzy, JErvin, Leen, Xx n Gem for dinner n after dinner activities... =D

No photos to share as we didn't take any..
Jus wanna say thanks to Dan, Trix, Jo, XM, Jas n Steve for the b'dae pressie and all that were there to sing e "speedy" birthday song to me n Jas.. =D

Dinner @ Haji Lane was disappointing as e weather was hot and food standards drop! After dinner activities @ Coffee Nations was definitely enjoyable to all that were there.. We had a fun time jus playing bingo! Thanks Zuzzy, Jervin, Leen, Xx, Gem n Max for the pressie n card!
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Days before my bdae, my bro n max were admitted to hospital on separate occasions due to different reason. Was encouraging max to recover by tempting him with clubbing! LOL.. So, the plan was made for my birthday to go club.. =)

Suppose to meet them for dinner @ 730 but e 1st (Max) only arrived at 745.. Therefore dinner was pushed to 8 instead..
PARTYTIME!! Entered at near 1200.. Drank probably the most no. of different cocktails in my whole life that night, thanks to those guys that were there..
N by now, most people would have know that the most embrassing thing happened with me vomiting.. LOL..
In anyway, although most embrassing, it was also one of the most fun ones..
Want to thank all those who took time to come down, brought e drinks n took care of me.. MUCH APPRECIATED =D

I'm waiting for Max to upload the pics and sent me!!!
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Birthday presents are not exactly opened yet, except for the one that Dan they all gave (cos I used it on that day) Cards have all been read!!

Thanks to all those who remembered, thanks for all e presents, cards as well as the well wishes via fb (yes, my fb's well is flooded), sms and verbally (I bump into Ashley @ Suntec!!) .. =D

This year's birthday was a pretty wonderful one I would say.. Let's hope that next year, I will have a love one to celebrate with me.. Whahahahahha =P

2010-05-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

My office officially moved to CBP already.. Thank God, my company decided to provide shuttle service & that timing for the JE bus to office will be changed to 745!!! YESH!!! Saving on transport is a high priority for people like me who travels from one end of SG to another for work.. =( More people will be moving in next week = more people sitting shuttle bus! =(

Recently, dance class started!! WOOHOO!!! Stretching session is what I missed e most.. Even thou e 1st lesson left me aching e next day.. HAHAHHAAHA...

School started too! Frankie is back to teach us for SM => Meaning to say, passing this module would be slightly easier.. =D Hopefully, nothing will be too difficult this semester.. AFterall, it's my last module.. Afterwhich, I will be done with school for the moment.. =D Thinking of which, I haven't started reading on e 100 MCQs test which is a week after my birthday!! =( Shall start studying soon so that I can pass that Financial Risk course in office! Probably after the trip I guess.. =D

This year's trip was a rocky one.. Yesh, I haven't went yet and it's already rocky.. May everything goes smoothly! Will be meeting Zuzzy on the 19th to go change money plus probably would have to pack my luggage then cos friday is always a SUPER busy day in office! And I have to settle everything before going cos I wouldn't be ard for a week!

That's all for now, blogging from Maryanne's house~
Shall blog again probably after my trip..
REalising! I don't think much people come by here nowadays! Hahahahaa... MORE FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

2010-04-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

Regular blog posting have been one of the rarest things that I do.. From daily updating when I first started to 2 to 3 times a week, to once a month to now, once in a few few months.. Life has been up and down for me these few months.. From transferring to a new dept to moving into someone else's house.. I haven't been having enough sleep.. Was mentally stress up.. Which lead to a couple of emotional breakdowns.. Not in front of pple thou..

My colleague Rei was saying that I have never looked stressed before.. I told her, that's bcos I am good at hiding it.. I hardly cry in front of people these days.. Not even my mum.. Alot of things, it doesn't makes a difference to you, may make a difference to me..

Taking too much things to heart would only make life harder for myself.. N for other people..
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These days, I don't have much time to myself.. Weekdays would be busy working.. (Have been working till 8 almost everyday..)
Weekends, usually will be spent catching up with my bunch of close friends.. and try to catch up on my sleep.. N times like these, to update my blog..

I'm trying to make time for myself.. But most of the time, I end up sleeping.. Hahahaa...
Living so far from office, of cos alot of time are spent on travelling..
Office is moving thou.. Not closer to home but further from home..

My office is moving to Changi Business Park on 7th May.. Travelling time will increase by half an hour.. =((

Job scope at work has change.. Increase in work load, increase in portfolio...
Hopefully things will be get better SOOONNN.. If not, my dark circles will only get deeper and deeper..
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My trip is more or less finalize.. Hopefully, there wouldn't be much changes..
Things left to settle for the trip:
- Travel insurance
- Leave
- $$
- Itinerary (More or less finalize but it's not with me..)

First time going on a trip with them.. May it be a smooth trip.. =)
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Haven't recd confirmation from school yet..
SLOW!!!!!!!
Still don't know which day will class be..
ARHHHZZZZZ!!!!
School shld be having exams now..
All the best to Shenna, Qiqi & Sarah (not sure if she is taking any module this sem thou...)
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Alright, me goin to sleep!!!! NITEZ!

2010-04-21T01:05:00.002+08:00

This place feels kind of abandon now.. Ever since i started tweeting, my blog lost updates.. For friends who only reads my blog, my apologies..

It have been 2 months plus since I move to e other end of SG.. I know there are still some people who still link me to be staying in bedok.. Kekez.. Normal afterall since i stayed there 23 years of my life..

Work wise is nothing interesting other then getting more n more stressed up.. N yes, STRESS LEVEL IS STILL INCREASING...

I feel like leaving by somehow, something is making me stay.. (Yes, my study loan is part of it..)
School is starting soon, i'm hoping that i can clear this last module smoothly n grad!

It's late already so i'm heading to sleep.. NITEZ!

2010-02-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

I've been saying it for almost a month already that I'm shifting house..
So if u haven't been in touch with me for quite awhile and reads my blog to update ur news on me..
Which i think no one will since i don't update much nowadays..

I'm moving out of the area that I stayed for the last 20yrs of my life..
Will be moving on 2nd March.. Which is coming in less than a week..

From the initial stage of refusing to accept the reason, trying to find alternative solutions to now, move lo.. The kind of change in attitude and thinking that I have, is shocking to myself..
I haven't been able to convince myself that I would be able to get pass this sooner or later..
BUt decided to take it as it comes..

Afterall, alot of things in life are not within my control..
Like it or not, understand it or not, it will happen..
Other than moving house, office is moving soon too..
Date have not been fixed yet but it would most probably be Apr / May..
Destination?? Changi Business Park..

A couple of things that I'm looking forward to??
- Vacation trip with Zuzz n Jervin.. Not sure yet if there would be any others joining us..
Will be travelling to HK this time.. either 22 to 29 May or 28 May to 5 June..
- Jeslin's wedding in september..
- Taiwan trip with Annie in end October as well as to meet up with Xiao Yu!!!
- New environment for work and for home..
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Last semester of school will start in MAY!!!
Final module before I grad!!!!
Hopes everything goes well for this last module!!!
Have been on holiday from school since Dec..
Hope I'll be able to cope with school work..
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Will update again after I moved! =D

2010-01-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

E new year has been peaceful so far.. AFter the huge change in workplace and in everything, things are finally beginning to settle..

Things at work are progressing at SnaiL pace.. I have been there for a month plus already. YET access to systems are still unavailable! Can u believe it??

The struggle in me has been whether should I be moving on to something else already after 2 whole years here?? Yes, I'm lookin around and if you do have any suitable jobs to recommend, do let me know.
I'm sure if you are reading this, you would definitely have my contact number. LOL..
Drop me a comment if you have a job to recommend yet, can't remember where u "throw" my contact number.. =)

Every other thing in my mind now is beginning to take form.. I've already accepted the fact that I would have to move out of this house soon.. Venue, as per mentioned in the recent posts that I had, is still undecided.. I'm hoping that M's hse will be done soon so that I've an option of moving there too.. (P.S: As a tenant)

School is starting in May! So there is nothing much to worry for that portion for now.. AND YESH!!! I pass the previous 2 modules that I took!!!!! Praise GOD!!

E next module would be my final module and after which, I would be done with school for the time being!! That is till I decide if I wan to take on another degree or advance diploma or certificate in an area which I always wanted to do ------ Early Childhood Education or Events Mgmt or Casino Mgmt or whatever it is that attract me... =D

I haven't been in touch with alot of pple.. Haven't met up with alot of pple for a LONGGGGGG TIME!!! 3 gatherings have been fixed so far and 1 more is in the midst of planning!!
I know alot of pple are having their own issues in relationship, family, work and whatever it is that is disturbing you, You and YOU..

I am not someone whom can give you solutions and wonderful advise BUT, I can be a good listener.. Do let me know if u need my ears N I will gladly borrow them to u.. And you know I don't mean cutting them off for u.. HAhahaaaa...

Anyway, more plans are coming up!!
- Esmond's full month bash..
- Gin's birthday party
- Blackout by NUS (No, I haven't decide if i wanna go..)
- Dinner with Maryanne, Christina, Jeslin, Winnie & Rena..
- Ktv with Rei and others..

Planning stage!
- Shopping with Leen.. -> SOOON!!
- HK trip with Zuzz & JErvin.. Not sure if there is any others joining us yet.. -> Schedule in late May..
- Taiwan trip with Annie & LC.. -> Schedule in Oct / Nov
- Dinner with Shenna, Damon & Sarah -> Unknown..
- Meet up with JX & HR.. -> Unknown..
- My Birthday Bash! (I need help for this.. Do let me know if you have any ideas or suggestions or recommendations.. Or U can offer your help, I'll love it!) -> When else?! JUNE lah!

WOOHOOO!!!! I love gatherings & meet ups!!! =D

2010-01-03T15:53:00.000+08:00

While talkin to HR and David yesterday, the topic landed onto you again.. HR was sayin how much u have change.. N on my side, i was actually defending u.. Depsite the fact on how much u hav hurt me deep inside... Maybe after so much, I've not actually forgotten abt u..

As I was thinking abt the things that u hav done for me - the stars, the bear, the box, the diy clay flower and bear... E first time u held my hand, the first time u call me, the first time u said u were serious abt being with me.. I realise that maybe... maybe... U still stand a place in my heart and that so far, no one has taken over that place.. Not even the 2 that i had after u..

Is the first one so hard to get over?? Even after spenting 9yrs of my life without u.. The wound is still so fresh and hurting.. Even to the fact tat I avoid takin 28, avoid goin to heerens, avoid suntec's food court, avoid shaw centre's mac... Avoid everything that will make me think of u, even avoid meeting HR..

Whatever it is, it was me, who made the mistake.. hopin tat i could see u once again.. N yet, i make a mess out of it.. After so much, I found out tat u still stand a place in there..

I know u wouldn't hav a chance to read this..
Cos in the first place, you don't even know i blog.
Anyway,
I'm Sorry JX... N...
我还在乎你..

2009-12-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

The 338th post on this blog.. Lol..

I remember deleting quite an amount of blog entries sometime ago... Hahahaa...
Whatever it is, that's not my purpose here today...

Pple on my facebook would probably be getting updates on my life..
Yesh, I changed department.. N office..
Currently, working at Technopark @ Chai Chee... Yes, it's nearer to my hse as of now..
Cos as u guys might know, I need to move hse.. To where exactly, I still dunno.
So how far would it be from my office currently, I also dunno..

Colleagues over at Hong Lim side have more or less been redeployed...
They started temp placement at different branches today.
All the best to them.. Cos I heard from 2 at least, that it's NOT GOOD..

I myself, is not in any good situation either.. HAIZ..
I haven't told anyone whom I know reads my blog, what happened last friday..
It is fruitless to say anything now..
Afterall, i can only blame myself.. Bcos I made e choice myself. Now, I can only hope that things will turn out ok.

It's not a good dec this year.. Nothing is good.. Not even Xmas..
I got e chalet.. But plans didn't turn out the way it shld be..
I'm hopin that tml would turn out ok...

=D
Merry Christmas to all!!

2009-11-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

Do you ever have a day that u hav been looking forward to, became a day you don't look forward to?? I do.. N the day is coming on Tuesday.

Dec is usually the period that everyone looks forward to bcos there is Christmas, the time where we meet up with friends, when there is an extra month of salary for some.. It's a time of gathering, giving and enjoying. For some, like me, is exam period.. But that also means e ending of a semester.. =D

But, for this year, i'm not looking forward to it at all..
As of Dec 1, I'll be transferred to another dept, away from pple that I'm familiar with, away from pple that i'm comfortable with, away away away...

In that place that i'm goin to be, is a mixed emotion for me...
Look, i did make it as one of my choices but that is bcos, it's a must to input...
I do not exactly know what is ahead of me.. N more things are coming my way..
Projects deadline are up next. One tml and one on Wednesday.
Exams are after, on 12th Dec & 12th Dec.
AFter which, would be e biggest issue. HOME.

I'm hoping that things can get settled as soon as possible. That's bcos, bcos, bcos...........
It's affecting everything that i'm doing.
I'm gald that things at work are still alright.
I'm gald that things with some friends are ok already.
BUT things at home are NOT!

Who goes home and almost everytime, it's empty.
Home no longer seems to be a home.
No longer... =(

Aside to LiQi: I'm not goin to bring food.. I dunno wat i'll be bringing yet. I onli know i'm appearing. Tat's all =P

2009-11-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

生死存亡，十一月三十日即将揭晓。。敬请期待。。
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Thought when she call for a meeting yesterday morning, she already have an answer..
In e end, was jus a meeting to tell us that our boss will be coming down on Mon talk to us, and some other day, some others will be coming down to talk to us as well. LOL.. After that sentence, all of us broke out laughing.. Not much openings are available at the moment but she assured us that we will all still remain in one dept or another. Also that we have to have an open mind no matter whether we are staying or transferring..

Moments of ups and downs have come.. We are all feeling it.. Afterall, we have been in the same place for 2plus years.. Some of them hav known each other even longer.. let's jus cherish whatever have been left and who knows, we might meet again!
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Project due date are coming again!!!!
All due next week!!!!! OMG!!! I haven't done any yet!@#$%^&*
It's time to stress again.. HAIZ..

Exam is coming too! AGAIN!
Yesh, again!.. This time round, exam is on 12th Dec n 14th Dec...
But at least, it didn't crash on Yuherng's wedding day..
Still can go.. hehee...

Off to bed! Tml got work and class after tat... =)
Good Nitez!

2009-10-31T01:17:00.002+08:00

the msg came.. decision has been finalized.. where to go, where to be?? I also dunno..
After being here for so long, we are already a family.. Suddenly say we hav to leave.. Feelings are weird and confusing.. Everything jus seems not to be goin my way.. No matter is at home, with friends or at work.. Nothing is goin my way..

I dun tink there is any words that I can use to describe my feelings at the moment..
E kind of emotions i am feeling.. sometimes or at least for the next few weeks or months cannot not be described with words.

I hav absolutely no idea, what would be my decision..
I dunno what i shld do..
I no longer know wat is the correct thing and right thing to do..
I no longer know where is the correct place to be..
I no longer make my own decisions..

I live everything in your hands
Trusting tat u will tell me where to be
what to do
what decisions to make..
it's been so many years since i know u..
it's been soo long since we talk.
it's been so long since i seek comfort in u..
For years, i've been askin myself if i've been worthy of wat u've done..
Till now, i still do not hav an answer..
Probably only u know. =)
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I've been wanting to catch up with someone..
But u've not been free..
Wait till u're free ba..
N when u are free, remember to text me..
So tat i can cry out loud to u..
With no one else listening..
N i can lean unto u..
For ur listenin ear n comforting shoulder..

But of cos, tat would be hard..
Since ur hand is taken up..
So I guess, I onli hav my own shoulder to lean on for now...
Till i find someone whom i can lean on..

Till then...
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Nitez pple..

2009-10-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

I never knew uncertainty can bring abt so MUCH unhappiness n hurt..
Everyone is afraid of uncertainty.. I know that..
But I never had so much uncertainty in my life.

As at this point of time,
- I do not know where I will be stayin at next year. Yes, the current hse is sold and we will hav to move out by Mar next year. Where to?? I also dunno.. Probably like what i told some people --- Under the bridge ba..
- Changes are underway at work too. ALOT of changes. N for all u know, i might not be doing the same thing in 3 mths time..
- Degree studies is ending soon.. 1 and a half more semesters, i'll be done. What's next??

As of now, whenever my parents bring up e issue / matter of this hse is being sold, we will be moving or whatever so ever things related to that, I will jus keep my mouth shut and not said a thing. Reason??

我超不开心。可是我又能怎么样??
Thanks to all who showed concern. Very much appreciated even thou at this point of time, I still VERY affected by that. It is already a fact and i can only accept it. Jus Praying hard that everything will turn out good.

Recently, office have this campaign of "SMILES". Smiling to all pple that u see, to all pple that comes into ur sight as well as smiling to all who helped!

So here,
=)
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=)
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Good NITEZ!

2009-10-20T23:15:00.001+08:00

What do u do when u are upset?

I EAT ICE CREAM!
I ate tempura ice cream @ Sakae today.
I ate an ice cream cone early in the morning yesterday.
I also ate quite a big cup of ice cream on Sunday.
=(

2009-10-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

Happenings is something we see everyday.. But until tat day when things happen to us or on us or near us.. then we feel it..

Whatever it is, the only thing we can do is to look forward i guess.. Haha..
Abt my own life, I guess it's not exactly something i wanna say to everyone..
Afterall, it's world wide web isn't it.. Hahaa...
For those who know, u know lo..
For those who don't, mean you don't lo...
For everything tat u guys know, it's shared only to u..
=)

Well, tat's abt all.. Let's share abt some happy happenings ba..
We visited Hsiao Ling on Sat, to visit her and of cos her son, Evans..
When I said we, of cos other me, there was Ashley and Myrtle!!
It's been very very long since we last saw each other.. All 4 of us.. Haha...

We talked quite a fair bit, including recent happenings and everything tat we've been thru these days.. And yes, Hsiao ling is carryin her 2nd son.. Haha... Her EDD is early next year.. so we told her, the best date to give birth, is 1mth or more before CNY.. So tat she can eat all e good n nice food.. Hahaaa... We entertain Evans for awhile before he went to nap..

We left ard 3plus n headed to town.. Waited for Yvonne n Bryan to end movie before heading to dinner.. Yes, i waited for them since it was an a unplanned meetup.. Seat at starbucks for say.. 2 n half hrs ba.. Kekez..
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Tat's all for this weekend.. Things tat are suppose to plan to happen on Sunday did not materialize afterall. Some decisions were made and probably nothing will change all.. All i can say is: It's over. Everything is going back to normal le.

Going to SLEEP le.. Tml still got work and class.. Anything looking for me, text me ba.. NITEZ friends! =)

2009-10-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

The past few days hav been quite a torture for me..
Not that i hav not gone thru this before but during the previous times, I was too young to understand anything..

Yes, a couple of pple know already... Yvonne, Maryanne, Jeslin n Mana..
I will be moving hse due to some issues in the family..
Not to sure where I would be movin to as of now.. Or rather, I have no idea where I can move to.

No doubt, I am worried. Not exactly abt where I am goin to stay in the future but more for us, together. I wan to keep us together. Even thou at this point of time, we don't exactly see each other much, we know that we care. I know that when I wake up, come back or lying in my bed, I am at home, comfortably. That i dun hav to worry abt alot of things bcos i have the 3 of u to help me take care of stuff. I hav no idea how are things goin to turn out in the future but I really hope that it would be the best.

I was texting Maryanne while on my way home today n I said," There is always a saying that goes: When you hit rock bottom, there is no where else to go except up." I believe in it n I am goin to leave everything to God. That He will make a way when there seems to be no way.
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To that person:
"Why did u do it again? Why was lesson never learnt?? I treated u with absolute respect, thinking that you probably after so many times, would not do it again and the question of "Where are we going to stay?" would probably not appear again. But u failed to keep ur promise of staying away from all these. Instead, u carried on and everytime, issues jus get bigger and BIGGERR.. N ur option when it happens? "We are going to sell the house."

That was the first statement that came out of your mouth. I am upset. Veri veri upset bcos u never tried to keep us together. I am upset bcos here I am trying my best to keep things going and there u are pulling things apart. WHY?
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School work is piling up. Projects n assignments are due-ing soon. Focusing on my study is only thing I can do now to take my mind off what is happening at home. N talking to pple do help.

Thanks to those who listened... I believed that I'll be fine. =)

2009-09-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hey pple.. Haha..
First n foremost *Sweep**Sweep*

It's been quite a long while since there is updates on this blog..
Not tat I hav been really busy..
It's jus that there is nothing much exciting to be shared with you guys..

Well, jus a little update,
August came n left..
So did Zuzz's birthday, lionel's birthday, ryan's birthday, vanessa's birthday, cheryl's birthday, Aileen's birthday and many more..

A couple of happenings:
1) Celebrated Zuzz's birthday with dinner n dessert @ Dempsey Hill
2) Celebrated Aileen's birthday with dinner @ Clarke Quay
3) Celebrated Cheryl's belated birthday @ Tanglin Mall
4) Went for Natsu Matsuri 2009
5) Met Eugene for movie (FD 4)
6) Met Yvonne for movie (G-force)
7) Met Lionel, Zuzz, Max, Jervin n Vivien for dinner @ Suntec..

I'm seriously too lazy to blog everything in details.. Photos wise, it's up on fb.. Details wise, it's for me to know n remember.. Lol..
Then then then, there are more events coming up..

1) Emily's birthday bbq..
2) Yvonne's birthday dinner
3) Cozycot's event @ expo
4) Assignment due dates (LOL)
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Work wise, more or less is abt the same. More n more changes to the system are implemented as the days goes by. Everything else have been pretty alright.

School side, NEW SEMESTER jus started again.. For now, lessons are on mondays only.. The wednesday class will start on the 23th according to my classmate. With school starting, assignments are on it's way into my pocket.. Exams are in Dec but dunno when yet.. *Praying hard* that it would not be on Dec 18th..

Relationship wise, still pretty much the same.. No change to status although some of u might know there was a little hump in the last couple of weeks but now, everything goes back to normal... No change no change no change.. Hahaa..

While talking to YH last night, he decided to get me Krispy Kreme from KL over the weekend when he goes back.. WOoHOOO... YEAH!!!

N, Jus to share a little, the things i wan n wish for..
1) Iphone!
2) Hongkong trip
3) Crumpler bag..
4) New wallet
5) More time with frenz
6) Passing the last 3 modules to my degree!

LOL.. Tat's all for now.. Bye n take care my friends!

2009-08-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

Pass weekend was alright..

After 2 weeks of what seems to be endless work, I started going home earlier.. Haha.. Not exactly veri early la but still earlier.. =)

Complete the final assignments for both modules that I am taking this semester. What is left now is exams that falls on 20th & 21st n that would conclude this semester of studying..

Next semester is starting in abt a months time.. Exact start date: 07 Sep..
2 weeks break from exam and it would be time to chiong again...
After the coming sem, would be 1 semester break for me cos there is no modules that I can take in Jan..

Would be a good time for a break during that time I guess cos it's a new year afterall...

So fast, school would be coming to an end.. Lookin ahead, it would be jus another year or so, provided that everything goes smoothly, before I end my part time studies.. =P

Woo...
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Met up with Qiqi after such a long time, even thou we are in the same school but we hardly hav time to catch up. Dinner @ Waraku was not too bad and of cos, chit chatting with her is always the best time. =)

After dinner and rounds of walking, we settled at starbucks for more talking before Eugene came to join us. Shortly after, we left for home, with Eugene joining his frenz for some drinks..

Hurt some "not-so-shocking-neither-surprising" news that confirms what I was thinking.. =(
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Celerated Zuzz's birthday on Sunday and was also a meet up session for me, Xx, Zuzz & Aileen..
Meet Zuzz n Jervin earlier for a little walk around before meeting the rest..
**Orchard Central have such nice Mos Burger & Urban White!**

Dinner was at Dempsey Hill! For the first time after it has opened for SOOOO long that I went there.. Dinner was awesome, food was great and dessert @ Ben & Jerry was of cos, GREAT as well.. The whole day ended with us takin cab home separately of cos. =P

Hope Zuzz like his pressie!

**Photos will be up after I get them from either Zuzz / Jervin!**

2009-07-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

POst... More words after the pictures..
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Had a great night on Sunday celebrating Lionel's birthday...

Started of the day with dinner @ a Jap restaurant @ Odeans Tower..

Me, with Max, Lionel & Ryan..

Me n Max..

This is my 2nd time meeting Ryan.. but he didn't remember at all.. LOL..

All of us.. Ricky, Ryan, Lionel, Max, me, James, Sam & Vivien..

Before entering into Zirca, we had dessert!!

I look weird in this pic.. N if u are wondering.. NO, Max is not my boyfriend...

N ended it with celebrating it at Zirca..

the beginning..

N near to the end..

Some of my fav...

4 of us..

With Lionel..

Ryan.. I know i look damn drunk in this pic.. BUT I was not..

Sam..

James..

N lastly, the nice bouncer.. Didn't get to know his name thou..
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Everything ended ard 3 cos I had to work e next day.. Wpuld wan to step there again but the next time, would probably try clubbing there on Sat or mayb Butter Factory would be a good try too..

After 3 days of late night, today i can finally go sleep early!! Wohooo...
Mon was still alright as work ended ard 8plus..
Yesterday, I stepped out of my office at 11plus!
Wheww.. N I am glad, this is going to end SOON!

Natsu is coming again.. Would be going as an audience this year, lookin at performance instead... Hahaa.. All the best to those performing >> Dan, Itsuki, Trix, Gerry, Jasmine, Cindy, Steve, Oz, Lue Song, Ban Theng and Jia huii... >> Not sure who else is in.. Anyway, all the best..

As Natsu is approaching, meaning this semester is coming to an end soon for school as well.. This semester's exam schedule is BAD for me.. 2 papers right after each other.. N it's jus happening in the 2 days before Natsu.. So while they are busy preparing for the performance, I would be busy studying for my papers..

All the best to those taking exams... Specifically >>> Qiqi, Sarah, Damon, Shenna & Andy... JIA YOU..
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Off to sleep soon!

2009-07-19T14:44:00.002+08:00

*SOB SOB* *SOB SOB*
My ipod is not working!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I fell jus now and e stupid water bottle broke and soak my whole bag.. including my ipod, laptop and handphone..

Everything else is ok at the moment but MY IPOD IS NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*PISSED WITH MYSELF!*

*SOB SOB* *SOB SOB*

2009-07-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

I have a fren askin me this question a couple of weeks ago when I met him on my way home..

"You are studying degree?? I thought u dislike studying alot?? Why subject yourself to the agony of going lectures, attending classes, meeting deadline of assignments and studying for exams??"

At that point of time, I was too sleepy to realli tink so I answered him "Bcos the society requires me to do so."

Tinking back, I would say that it's bcos I wanted to study while I am still fresh ba.. N be able to stay employ-able ba..

Of cos, studying part-time and working full-time at the same time, as all of you will know, would means that certain sacrifices have to be made.. I wouldn't say that I gave up alot of things.. but would rather put it is as that I turn myself into a loner ba..

Almost everyday, after work, destination would either be school or home... I kind of stop socialising and meeting people for activities.. but rather starting doing things alone.. like watchin movie by myself and swimming.. Group activities was last time thing.. Even the usual group are not meeting up as much as last time due to personal committment...

I am not grumbling here.. I understand that totally... Jus some feelings that I need to express ba.. Somehow or another, I am wishing for someone right now.. Not being desperate but jus a simple wish that i will have... Haha.. What a weird me today...

There are a couple of people that I know, are goin thru a rough patch at the moment.. In relationship, in school, at work or for what-so-ever reasons... Jia you people.. Jus remember that there are always people by ur side... Accompanying you, helping you and listenin to you..

TOMORROW will be a better DAY!

I know, i hav been neglecting some people due to other committments.. I will try to catch up with them, know what is happening to them.. N people, feel free to ask me for lunch (areas restricted la..), dinner, supper or weekends outing if u need to talk, share or whatever...

I hope everything for this sem will go well.. With new processes at work, assignments to rush and exams to study for..

Jus as the saying goes: "When the going get tough, the tough gets going!"

Bye!

2009-06-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

Wow.. It's been veri long since this blog has any updates.. So it's time to clean up the spiderwebs.. Lol..

Life has been kind of up n downs.. But most of the things were fun..
Work has been alright, as usual with more n more new things on its way here..

Rena mummy gave birth to a veri veri cute boi.. At a blink, his full month is next Sunday.. N of cos, I'm goin...
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School has been a mad rush, into the 3rd sem now.. doing International Management & Advanced HR Perspectives.. Jus finished one of the individual assignment n a proposal.. The other assignment would be due next week... I'm halfway thru tat assignment thou.. Hai hao.. Whew~
This is the first time in my school life, that i handed up my assignment a day before due date.. Usually, it would be on the day itself.. Haha.. So proud of myself, for now.. Kekez...

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A couple of sundays ago, went clubbing with Zuzz, Jervin, Max, Lionel n Vivien @ Zirca.. A nice place generally.. We had lots of fun.. Pics are up at FB. That night was simply crazy.. Haha..
We left ard 3plus in different cabs. Realising tat my keys was with Zuzz, we met up again near Vivien's hse before heading home.. =P

After tat night, illness came.. Sore throat, running nose, cough and fever (No H1N1 thou..) N it is on for one week plus and counting..
(till published date, 14 June, I'm 80% recovered..)

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At the blink of an eye (ok, not realli a blink..) it's June again.. Hahaa.. Shah's birthday came n left, so did Jasmine's & XM's..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRENZ!! Hope u enjoy urself on ur birthday n that u like the card / gifts.. XM, urs is still with me.. Haha.. will pass u soon..

Mine came and left too..
I jus came back from Batam ytd afternoon, photos and another update will be up as soon as i get the pics from Maryanne n Jesslynn..

Oh.. AND,
Thanks Xx, Aileen and of cos, Zuzz for the surprise last night and Jervin for buying the lovely cake (although u were not there..)
Being with them jus feels GREAT! Lets meet up more soon..

N thanks all listed for the wishes and gifts..
Face to face (before n on tat day..)
Mana
Sharon Choo
Norita
Alice
Shah
Maryanne
Jesslynn
Zuzz
Xx
Jervin (thru Zuzz..)

Via Sms / Call..
Kiat Soon
Vanyce
Max
Jasmine
Aileen
Zati
Yvonne
Jeslin
Andy
Carole
Shenna
Xiao Hui

Via FB
Vivien
Jacye
Jiahui
Bryan
Itsuki
Pearline
Sharon Heng
Pauline
Shirley
Jacqualyn
Apple
Evelyn

Thanks guys.. =)

2009-05-12T22:17:00.003+08:00

I'm not sure any of you guys are required to put on masks at your workplace.. Cos now, the level is down to "Yellow".. Nurses and doctors? When I accompanied my fren to the company doctor the other day, there was a signage that says "Do request a mask from us if you have any of the following symptoms." Following that, is for sure the list of things like sneeze, cough and others..

Well, today, as I was goin for lunch, I spotted these..

These lovable dolls put on masks too.. But there were pple who said they look cuter w/o those masks on.. bcos they look more like bad guys now..

2009-05-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

Another long weekend is ending...
Nothing much this weekend as plans went a little hay-wired..

Was suppose to play badminton at Chong Pang but in the end we didn't..
Was suppose to meet a fren for a swim, in the end was me swimming alone..
Was suppose to do a couple of other stuff but didn't managed too in the end..
But did unexpected things as well..

After shopping with Xx at City Link for some stuff n headin to Suntec to buy food for her mum, we went down to find her mum.. Under her mum's suggestion, she went back to put her stuff and we went over to Sembawang beach for some sea wind.. Then after which, went Sembawang library for some leisure reading..

As I forgotten to bring out the money tat i was suppose to pass her ytd, I met her today at the airport before she flew off, to pass it to her... Met her and the holiday kaki there for lunch as well.. Popeye still taste veri veri good.. Haha.. They were almost late for their flight lo.. Hai hao they make it in time..

Me? I went swimming after tat.. Was suppose to meet LC to swim n lunch n stuff.. But in the end, we never.. N i slept the whole afternoon off cos i was so tired from all the walkin yesterday, today and swimming..

I'm lookin forward to the coming week.. Especially Wed, Sat and Sun...

Satuday is JMD's anniversary.... People who are goin, wanna meet and go together?? I went there before but I have no idea how to get there again as the last time we went, the rest lead the way...

2009-04-26T15:34:00.004+08:00

YEAH!!!!! Exam's over... Now the torture is waiting for results.. =(
This sem's exam paper was a big joke..

First paper: Workplace law..
There was 2 exact same questions as the last paper.. N I meant exactly the same.. Word for word.. I attempted the question.. But didn't had the answer for it.. So i literally wrote whatever I wrote previously back unto the paper.. (of cos I re-read my answer and change a little..) Hmph... But anyway, I jus wrote whatever that I can.. =)

Second paper: OTB (Organizational Theory & Behaviour)
When I went in, I already has 44.5%. Meaning to say, I onli need 6 marks to pass.. Yes, 6 marks from this paper would equal to the 6% that i need.. After Damon stepped out of the exam hall, the first sentence that I told him was that I am not even confident of getting that 6 marks that I need...

What a joke u would say.. it's onli 6 marks.. BUT i realli had no confidence..
The paper was 45 marks (which equals to 45% of the whole module..)
N I left 16 marks empty.. Yesh, i mean empty, blank, never do, never attempt at all..
So that is to say i onli have 29 marks left and also means that my HD is out of my sight..
N after discussing some of the answers, I realise that there are more wrongs.. Which means that even my hope for 'D' might be out of my side~~~
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Whatever it is, the paper is over.. I shall jus patiently wait for my results and see.. I'm praying hard that I will pass both modules.. I dun need flying colours.. Jus 'P' will do.. I do not want to spend another 2k sitting thru Workplace law or OTB anymore..
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Next up,
New semester is starting mid next month.. Sounds a bit far but actually it's jus 2 weeks from now.. Will be having school on Wed n Thurs.. 2 tougher modules, lecturers still unknown yet.. Hopefully would be better than so and so...

Meeting up with Shenna, Damon n Sarah for dinner on Tues, Meeting Xx for lunch tml (not confirm yet..) JMD anni celebration is on the 9th of May then school will start on 11th..

I'm lookin forward to JUNE~~~~~~~ Hopefully, everything will go as planned..

2009-04-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Went for my appointment with my eye doctor, Dr Tony Ho jus now at Eastern Specialist Centre..
He said that my squint condition is getting better.. Which is good.. But when he was checking, he announced another not so good news..

He said that my eye lids, are kind of folding in and rubbing agst my cornea.. (Jus in case u dunno, I have single eye lids which i LOVE.. Cos it's unique.. Haha.. Tink onli i tink so la..)

N it's not good.. So he recommended me to do a surgery to correct it.. Nono, not double eyelid surgery.. He said it's something like he will do a surgery at the eye area, extract the extra muscle and tissue and after which stitch it back... At the end of the day, i will get double eyelid cos of the surgery... After he finished tat sentence, I was telling him I like my single eyelids.. Hahaa.. Weird right?

Whatever it is, the surgery still cost a bomb.. Remember the lasik was $1,118 per eye? This is $1,300 per eye, + $450 surgery fee + $1,000 anaesthetic fees.. So total is like ------ $4,050.. Out of which onli $1,600 can be claim via medisave.. Meaning, I still need to fork out another $2,450... WOW~~~~~~

Haiz... Hai hao my next appt with him is in 3 mths time.. Meaning to say, I still hav time to consider, to meet up with my agent to check and of cos, to seek for opinion....

Any opinion my frenz?? Pls comment on the tag board.. I am in need of advice and opinions...

2009-04-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

lots of thoughts are flowing thru my mind.. post was edited time and time again.. bcos certain things are not suitable for posting to public view..

Let's jus put it as "other than workplace law and OTB in my mind, there is a number of other things that is bothering me now"

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2009-04-16T23:32:00.004+08:00

By now, some of u might know, I have the intention to change phone again.. Yes, I jus brought my LG Viewty and honestly, it's realli not a bad phone.. N I am starting to love the pinkish look.. =P

Hahaaa.. But of cos, I wanted to get a phone that has wifi.. Who dun wan a better phone? Tell me.. Hahaa.. BUT I now found more reasons to hold on to my current phone.. Reasons?

Me, Zuzz n Xx were walkin ard Causeway Point jus now and we happened to see BlackBerry Storm on M1's poster.. The picture jus look awesome la.. But there was no price cos it's a pre order phone.. As u might know, blackberry phones are well known for their prices.. So we didn't ask la.. But I was browsing Cnet jus now.. N I found even MORE exciting phones... Below are jus the pictures, credits to Cnet of cos.. For review, pls go to asia.cnet.com...

BlackBerry Storm!

Toshiba Protege G900

Sony Ericsson Idou

LG GM730

LG Arena

HTC Touch Pro2

HTC Magic..

Acer M900

Isn't these veri good reasons to jus wait for awhile?? Hahaaa.. Wish me luck in waiting..

2009-04-13T00:16:00.005+08:00

Celebrated Xx's birthday on Sat night at Clarke Quay.. Dinner was bad in terms of food but was good in terms of atmosphere tat was filled with laughter.. Everything after tat was alright..
We had extra food at Alegro, coffee and uno and Starbucks @ Liang Court..

We took quite a number of pics i would say, the most in the past few months.. Shall post more pics up after i get them from Zuzz..
Meanwhile, below are some..

2009-04-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

This weekend was a fruitful and 'eventful' one...

'Evenful' in not a good sense of course... 2 incidents that leads to explain why sometimes, even if bus rides take super long, I will still take them instead of trains...

1) I was on my way to meet Xx on Sat afternoon on a train.. There was this couple, already on the train, guy sitting and girl standing.. I was reading my notes cos Adrian mentioned that today, we will be discussing prev yr exam qns..

The girl was getting down at the next stop so she walk pass me.. Then she was standing on my left and was talk to the guy who is sitted on my right?! So naturally, i moved to let her talk and she move back to talk to that guy and showed me a black face, which i obviously dun understand..

N then, I turned over to the other side cos there is more space there and my file accidentally knocked unto her.. So I apologise since it's my fault..

You know what she did when she got down at the next stop??

She actually "knocked" into me from behind.. which seriously felt like someone hitting u that kind.. N I looked back at her then she looked away quickly.. I was like Huh?! But thinking that she probably also accidentally knocked unto me, I focused back on my notes feeling weird...

Incident 2..
Was taking train today to dhoby ghaut and was trying to get down when this whole BIG group of foreign workers was trying to get in.. So I said excuse me with my friend, trying to get out and pushing a little.. But it failed.. We were being pushed back into the train..

Being pissed and wanting to go out, I shouted excuse me and pushed hard to get thru my way, pushing a late 20s beng on the way at the same time.. Then he shouted at me," Oei why you pushed me?" in chinese, loudly and threatening..

Was already out of the train so I looked back N he came up to me and ask me in the threatening tone why i pushed him. I was shocked for awhile before telling him that cos I wan to get out of the train.

Then he turned to my guy friend and in the same threatening tone, asked him,"WHAT!"
At one point of the time, he look like he wanted to beat us up lo.. Then my guy friend told him that he should have let us out ma.. Then, with his girlfriend calling him, he turned and walked away..

Then me and my friend was like,"???????" Feeling confused by his action, we jus proceed on with our journey..

On my way back, I was thinking like it is kind of my fault first cos I pushed him quite hard that he might be thinking that I wan to fight or something.. But then I have never met him before lei..
What's more he is taller than me.. But was still in kind of shock for awhile after this incident, thinking that this is the first time, a guy talk to me in such a threatening tone... =(

Scary!~
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Alright....
Enought of incidents.. Now, on to the fruitful part...

Attended Adrian's 4hrs law class on sat.. At least i managed to understand some parts of the lecture that I actually missed and a bit on how those exam questions should be tackled.. Lesson ended at 6pm and I went over to meet Xx at the old Le Meridien which is now known as Concorde Hotel for massage and dinner.. We wanted to eat dinner at this Jap restaurant next to the massage place but that place was crowded.. So we settled for Spices Cafe which is one floor above.. Food there is nice~~~ I had sirloin steak and some other stuff which filled me to the brim.. Total cost for 2, $40plus.. Not exactly veri ex was the first impression when the bill came.. Which is not probably what I expected since I was eating at a hotel restaurant.. Jus do a check on the price of eating at some other hotels and u will know what i mean...
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As what I mentioned in my prev post, caught a play with Max, Zuzz and Jennifer today at National Library's Drama Centre today.. The play was good and nice.. Entertaining and definitely interesting.. Shld watch more plays with them soon..
Name of Play: The importance of being earnest...

After which we went for dinner at the myammar restaurant at Marina Square which is also very nice.. Throughout these 2 days, didn't had the chance to really take pics cos I was kind of lazy..
Food was great and then Max went off to meet his friend and me & Zuzz, while waiting for Jervin, walk walk ard and had ice Cream.. =)
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Afterall, everything was alright.. Will end here.. Tml still got work~~

2009-04-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Presentation is over... Hahaa...
Everything was good except for one part.. =p
17 more days to Workplace law paper~~~~~~
Will be in studying mode from next week onwards.

Adrian (yes, he is my lecturer..) was saying that he is having a hard-core revision class next week, from night to morning..
Venue, either somewhere convenient for us or Changi Airport T2 mac.. -___________-"

Not confirm if i will be attending yet.. Waiting for Qi for let me know her decision and pending me to ask Sarah, Damon, Shenna and Andy if they wanna go..

I'm waiting for exams to be over so that I can take a break from school before starting a new sem and all the rush again...
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Upcoming plans / class / events for the month...
- Workplace Law class from 2 to 5 (tml, 4th)...
- Go for the long awaited play (The importance of an earnest) with Zuzz n Max (5th)..
- Meeting Yu Herng for dinner (8th)..
- Celebrate Xx's Birthday with Zuzz, Aileen and of cos, Xx (11th)..
- Attend talk @ Park Royal wth James (15th)..
- Workplace Law paper.. (20th)
- OTB paper.. (25th)
- Dinner with Damon, Shenna & Sarah.. (28th)

2009-03-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

Presentation is coming in another 3plus hrs time.. N i'm totally not preared...
Let's wait and see ba..
=)

2009-03-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

WOOHHOO~~~

Got the results for the 15% quiz for OTB and 30% test for Workplace law...
Got 12.5% out of 15% >> which translated to 5 mistakes out of 30qns!!!!!
For Workplace Law, got 21 out of 30...

Not too bad ba.. The avg is 11.7 for OTB & 16.9 for Workplace law...
Never waste my nights of studyin at night and stayin up late..
However, i'm still way far from my Distinction..
By advice, u are suppose to aim higher in order to get what u wan..
SOOOO.. I'M aiming for High D.....

Last sem's results was not exactly good.. onli got a pass n a credit.. this sem i wan a DISTINCTION!!!!

Muz jia you le~~~~

2009-03-22T02:01:00.002+08:00

I admit to the fact that I've been spending a substantial amt of $$ last week and this week.. I brought ALOT of things... The most expensive de.. Is my SPECS..

My new specs itself cost me $350.. All bcos it was progressive and transition lens in one..
I would say that after all, it was worth it..

Now, it's time to start saving again for my taiwan trip during yr end... =P
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Current situation of mine doesn't seems that fufillin thou.. Juggling study and work at the same time..

Looking back, I was never realli the smart kind of student.. In fact, I belong to the not so smart kind.. I have never, in my entire life, thought that I would be taking degree.. Somemore, in business... HR, in the past was something that I never thought I would wan to do.. Banking was also, never a part of what I wanted to do..

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WARNING~ Emo post below.. Do not continue if u dun like emo post..

I would say that God have been really kind to me by bringing me thru my 20 plus yrs of my life.. With bumps here and there.. BUT generally, it is still smooth sailing..

I remember time and time again when I look up to the sky or starin into space, looking for comfort, seeking for directions, asking for guidance, courage, looking for shoulders and listenin ear... He always provided someone, some answers in some ways..

I truly know that I hav lot of people ard me who truly care. I really know..
By words, I thank you guys, for times when I was down and you were there.
When I needed the comfort, you were there.
When I seeked companion, you were there.
When I seeked answer and guidance and courage, you were there.
All of you guys left a footstep in my heart, making me remember that in this world, I mean something to someone.
Even if I were to leave this world today, I hav no regrets.

Issac, Zuzz, Xx, Yvonne, Gerry, Mum, Dad, Gin, Qiqi, Jasmin, Kenneth, Xiao Hui, Wern Ming, Allan, Maryanne, Jesslynn, Rena, Jeslin..

THANKS
(Even if not mentioned, doesn't mean u are not important to me.. =P)

Disclaimer: Do not worry.. I'm perfectly fine.. Jus wanna thanks pple who listened~~

2009-03-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Went over for pre-lasik evaluation today at the clinic next to Mount E hospital..
Seriously, I did thought over whether I shld consider getting the lasik done.. But the cost of it was one issue...

The same optometrist that checked my eyes yesterday was there today.. So, ya.. I ask him quite a number of questions like whether changing of glasses helps, whether wearing contact lenses would help to stop degree from goin up.... Basically, asking him and clearing all the myths that I heard before la.. N he told me that degree can go up to 2000 plus.. N these 2000 plus degree cases, can't do lasik at all..

After all the checking....
Saw a counsellor regarding the Lasik Surgery and gain alot of knowledge on it.. Like how exactly does lasik work, what does it do and how it is done.. N.. To me (yes, I said to me.. So it is my opinion onli..), the whole process jus sounds scary to me.. N the price, like i mentioned, is 1118 per eye, before GST..

N when I saw the doctor (yes, the same doctor from yesterday..), he said my cornea is unexpectedly thin.. Saying that the usual cases that he saw, is ard 540.. Mine?? one side is 487, the other is 491 only.. So he don't recommend me to do Lasik and that it is just too dangerous and stuff.. So at the end of the day, he told me to go make new glasses and progressive lens, according to his prescription and go back and see him again in 6 weeks...

May all be well... Oh, did I mention? The optometrist's name is Martin..
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Oh, I was on half day today, with Maryanne.. So after we had lunch with Jesslynn, we went over to Suntec, for a couple of purposes..
1) For IT fair,
a) to get brochures for Jesslynn to get her LCD TV..
b) to look at photo scanners..
c) to look at headphones &
d) to look at broadband on mobile..

2) For other Sales
a) Burberry Sales,
b) Crazy Warehouse Sales
c) Bodyshop Sale..

I would say that the IT fair visit was fulfilling as well as the others except burberry as we were jus there to take a look..

Would be goin back there to sign up for the broadband on mobile.. With which subscriber, I haven't decided yet, as well to go take a look at more scanners..

End purchases:
- Audio Tech headphones,
- Maxtor harddisk,
- Chocolates
- Camel Active pouch,
- Laptop screen cleaner,
- Keyboard protector,
- Puzzle
- N lots of papers..
Total damage: Almost 300 bucks..
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Dinner with Jesslynn and Maryanne was good, filled with laugher..
Test is on Sat.. So tml night will probably be a late night... Need a good sleep today..
Bye~

2009-03-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

Alright.. I'm done with the consultation with Dr Tony.. (Nope, not Tony Tan.. It's Tony Ho..)
According to him, it's a Squint condition.. Not a serious one thou..
BUT.. I have 3 choices to cure / improve the condition..
1) Wear a 800 degree glasses -> Which I shake my head super violently.. Cos he said tat it might or might not help..
2) Go for Lasik Surgery -> At his clinic of cos, cost is $1118 per eye.. To get rid of the glasses and at the same time, improve the condition...
3) Go for Squint Surgery -> Price unknown (probably a few thousands of cos..) , Benefit unknown..
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After 2mins, he ask me to go for the pre-Lasik evaluation tml first to check and confirm whether i can or rather is suitable for it.. N yap, I agreed to go take the test.. N appt is tml at 630pm at Mount E..

Thank God that the condition was not as serious as my GP make it sound.. PHEW~
Also, thanks all for the concern on my condition.. As to whether which option of the above i would be taking up is still unknown until I finished the evaluation tml and ask the doctor more questions on all 3 options..

Meanwhile, I will be workin double hard for my test on sat cos tml, after evaluation, I will be having blur near vision for 3 to 4 hours.. Quote my classmate: Oh my TIAN~~~
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I'll be on half day tml, to go for shopping with Maryanne.. She wants to go to the IT fair.. As well as other Sales that are goin on at Suntec at the same time.. After which, I'll be goin for the evaluation and she will meeting Jesslynn and I'll probably join them for dinner after tat..

It has been realli long since I met up with that lady for dinner... Tink it has been since she gave birth to her baby boi..

Saturday, after test, if no class, would be meeting Zuzz & Xx (Not sure if Jervin is joinin..)... I can't remember when was the last time we met up...

Alright, OFF TO STUDY..
bye~

2009-03-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

As 7pm draw closer, my fear became greater... Supposedly, maryanne wanted to come wif me but boss last min gave her something to do. Goin alone is something tat i fear for i do not know wat to expect. Maybe tat it is planned to be. Tat i will have to be brave enough, placing all my trust in God tat everything will turn out alright...

2009-03-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

I hav made the appt for the consultation... It's tml.. at 7pm..
Scared to go alone.. Even thou i know i will still hav to make it there..
Hoping that it will not be as serious as wat Dr Chan said..
Pray for me... Tat everything will be alright..
Leaving everything to God, placin it in his hand and trust in him is all that I can do now..
=)

2009-03-08T00:46:00.001+08:00

I did a post.. but deleted it cos i decided, no one shld know what is happening until i'm sure myself tat it will be alright.. For now, let's enjoy life as it is for no one will know what will happen tml..... =)

2009-03-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

He told me It's veri serious... Referring me to another, sayin an operation might be needed... :-( What should i do?

2009-03-05T00:44:00.001+08:00

I wan to get a new wallet..
I'm looking forward to this Sat..
I need to log into HOTMAIL urgently.. Yet it's down..
Tml is project due.. BUT it has not been completed yet..
HOW????

2009-02-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

I got myself a new phone today, after my V9 refuse to let me hear pple when I pick up the call..
Despite havin said how much I wanted a Samsung Pixon, the price is still too high.. Was havin a hard time to decide what phone to get at the Singtel shop..

U see, I wanted iphone / Samsung Pixon but it was above budget.. Thinking of Samsung F480 but they onli had pink and it was baby pink.. Then thought of LG Viewty but they also only had pink..
In the end, I settled for LG Viewty cos i tink it look less girly..

I know i know, pink is jus not me, but I'll probably be getting some sort of cover for it.. I heard, it's prone to scratches.. Anyway, since i've already got it, i've got to stick with it.. Hehe..
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I was suppose to meet Damon n Sarah for Sakae buffet but we decided not to for Sarah has a wedding dinner at night n our meet up time was too late to have buffet.. Futher more, I was late.. Since phone cannot call (the new phone was still charging at home..) we sms here n there.. by the time we found each other, it was almost 4 already..

Settled lunch at Raffles City new Food Court (The food place).. Lunch was alright, with Sarah having Scissors Cut mix veg rice, me havin western food and Damon having Teppanyaki..

After which, we settled at Starbucks at City Link.. OHHHH.. I met Jennifer there.. She is back in SG to help her Dad out.. Haha.. It has been really really long since I saw her.. (Which is probably after she grad from NYP ba..) Shall ask her out sometime soon man.. hahaa..

After finishing our discussion, headed back to mrt station to go home.. On the way back, met KL at city link HMV.. Also, met Jason at Raffles City.. Jason still looks as good as before.. Even thou it has been 2 yrs since I last saw him.. Haha.. I kind of want to see Adrian as well.. N Ben.. wonder how they are now..

A good day meeting frenz..
Tml got Workplace law class from 2 to 5.. Then meeting Yvonne in town..
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All in all, I still miss u.. Although u didn't fulfill wat u said.. U still stands a place..
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2009-01-25T12:55:00.002+08:00

Wishin all friends and readers a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~~~

N to those whose birthdays fall on this festive season..

Zhi Sen (24 Jan)
Gerry (28 Jan)
Gin (27 Jan)
Jacye (28 Jan) &
Ellis (30 Jan)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~

=)

2009-01-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

xmas was my last post..

2009 has been a hectic year so far..
With new process n procedures to pick up and handle over at work..
With pdts closing n launching at abt the same time..
As well as handling emotions, relations among many others,

It is and will continue to be a stressful period at work as we all learn to cope with the many new changes..
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2nd Sem at SMa has started, with OTB (Organizational Theory and Behavior) taught by a lecturer that spend 1 hr out of the 3 hrs lesson talkin abt himself & Australia Workplace Law taught by Adrian, the lawyer that looks more like a beng.. Haha..

No more early release as both lecturers are pretty long winded this sem.. N the worse thing, Workplace law has saturday classes.. Meaning, less play time..
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I missed JMD's performance @ NYP Open hse 09.. due to some reasons.. N i miss the chance to meet up with the girls as well.. Shall arrange a day to meet them again..

Trix n GErry!! When are u girls free??

Something is brewing in the pot.. N i'm waiting for it to happen~~~

Ending here for now.. I've got class tml... Nite frenz!

2008-12-25T16:50:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas to all..

I had quite a good christmas this year.. Slept at like 5am after packing the things..
Probably would not be goin out later since there is work tml..

I still hav not finished my santa's duty.. Trix, Jessica, Gerry, Qiqi & Yvonne's presents are still with me, in my cupboard.. Shall meet them some day.. =)

Oh, Thanks all for the pressies n wishes...

2008-12-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

Changes for sunday...

Will be meeting gin and the rest for K on Sun in town, at the same time, returning cindy her comics that hav been at my hse for at least 2 - 3 YRS (OMG.. N I'm not the borrower..) .. N passing them their xmas pressies as well..

Tml, me will be meeting xx to go for some hair spa at Tanjong Pagar after goin down to Singtel to see what they can do regarding my motorola.. Hehe..

Sunday would hav to go get the rest of the chocolates form Cocoa Trees @ Raffles City as monday, would be bring them to pack in office..

*P.s: Tuesday would be fun after people in my office hav left... Hahaha.. Jus a little surprise for them..*

Now, it's time to go wrap all the presents.. I've alot to go.. Haha..

2008-12-17T01:54:00.002+08:00

I missed Valley Chef's hotdogs by Ben's maid, Jon's mum Shepherd's Pie, and many many more..

Ok, That is random.. Haha..

I've been busy shopping for xmas pressies.. STill left with a couple of people to buy.. N these people, I realli dunno what to buy for them... 3 guys, 2 girls... It's jus so hard la...

Target: To complete shopping by this weekend...

Agenda on Sat: Unplanned~~~

Agenda on Sun:
1) Head to Bugis village area, the temple there to get a ring for dad..
2) Head to Marina Square, Minitoons...
3) Head to Raffles City, The Cocoa Trees outlet...
4) Head home to wrap presents..

2008-12-03T23:17:00.003+08:00

My V9 has been giving me a little problems since I took it to the care centre.. Mayb, I should consider sendin it in again... Hmmm..

Was looking at quite a number of phone models recently cos some frenz are considering changing phones.. I myself, fell in love with Samsung Pixon (M8800)..

A phone, i thought looks not bad and the functions are good too... A 8 Megapix camera phone that is newly launched by Samsung.. Looking at the way my fren holds omnia, i tink that phone is not exactly that fantastic as well.. (Or mayb, it's jus her.. she was the one who constantly say that ipod is not good too..)

It's a nice phone.. N i tried the set at the Samsung shop at PS the other day and it was ok.. Haha.. Anyway, as i was saying, I've been looking at quite an amt of mobile phones these couple of days.. Was reading a handphone review mag and I saw Nokis 5800 Xpressmusic.. N it looks exactly like an iphone in the book.. But the picture on nokia website look so different...

Then, there is also Nokia 7100 Supernova.. Don't quite like the look of the back of the phone thou.. Looks a little weird.. Also, Samsung Innov8 that is quite thick in real..

Was lookin at LG KF350 Ice Cream & LG KC550.. Both phones looks good.. A shade of nice pink for girls and black for guys.. Especially the Ice Cream phone.. I haven't read the specs yet but the appearance of the phone is already attracting a number of my girl friends..

For LG wise, or rather a 8 Mega pix camera phone wise, comparing to Samsung Pixon would be LG Renoir, which Dan is holding.. Good thing, it supports WiFi.. Which Pixon don't..

Then, there is also Nokia E66, a phone which many of my colleagues in office wants to buy.. They are saying that it's a good phone.. N it's Nokia.. User friendly for them...

SO MANY NEW PHONES~~~~~ Ahhhh.. BUT, I'm still happy with my V9... Hehe...

2008-11-23T01:00:00.004+08:00

Today was great.. At least the show and company was.. It all started with me, receiving an invite from Zat to watch his sister's performance @ TP.. Although i didn't know what it was abt, I agreed, to show support la.. Like how others showed support for performances that I took part in lo..
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N I AM GLAD THAT I WENT.. PAPER CUT by TP's DramaTec..

The show was happening every min.. I would say, it is a great production.. The actors were good and the show was good too.. (PS: Martini & Muffins can be deadly too..) I've never really been to a play before but after this, i will be yearning for more i believe.. N i like Roger Millard.. His voice is very good.. (I'm sure Gerry would agree with me on this..)

Applause to all the crews and casts for putting up such a great show.. N they were already acting when we stepped into the Audi..
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After which was dinner as most of were already hungry before the show even started.. Then was chatting till we headed home~

Tml would be a day staying at home, waiting for them to send me their part for the group assignment as deadline is on MONDAY!!!!!!!

Nitez~~

2008-11-05T00:29:00.003+08:00

Updating my blog has been the last thing on my mind these few weeks as other things have been taking up tat space.. Things, issues and events like assignments, work, exams, birthdays, dinners, baby full-month and many more.. Not updating doesn't mean nothing is happening.. but i guess not many pple are interested to know wat is goin on wif my life thou.. Anyway, it's almost a month since i last updated..

Recapping...
I attended Ah Mei's concert wif Zuzz and Xx.. and it's simply one of the best I've attended so far.. And images of the concert is still kind of fresh in my brain.. Lol.. Pics are up on facebook, posted by Zuzz...

For school, 2 assignments and 2 exams to go before ending of this sem.. Assignments are due this month and exams are on 9 n 10 of Dec.. Things are more or less the usual for studying except that more and more deadlines are coming..

Work wise, for pple who know wat company i'm workin for would know tat they have been in the limelight for the pass weeks, everyday, with both good and bad publicity.. I've been busy at work, doing MORE n MORE overtime.. Prayin hard tat this whole event will end soon.. (*but wouldn't be soon i guess..*)

Among others, i met up with James and pearlyn for dinner, Stella for lunch, Jesslynn for lunches -> this mummy is giving birth soon... Put away time for mahjong session wif Max, Zuzz and a fren of theirs.. Also, there was Livone's farewell lunch -> she transferred out from my dept...

Also, we had a movie marathon again.. This time, we had Jervin joining me, Zuzz, Xx and Aileen..
PS: Suprino's pizza taste delicious~~

Events are for sure enjoyable.. i'm looking forward to more such events where frenz can gather together and talk.. it has been long since i talk to frenz like Qiqi, Jasmine, Gerry, Yvonne, DaN and XM...

Tat's all for now.. will update more soon... need to sleep liao.. Nitez~

2008-10-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Children's day was spent waking up at 1plus pm cos i work till 1plus am the day before.. exact details cannot be said.. so ya..

Went online and the first conversation, was Xx askin why i never reply her sms.. haha.. After arrangement, we met up at Island Creamery at Serene Centre.. We settled dinner at the french restaurant next to Island.. I forever can't remember the name.. haha.. Food is the nicest there.. At least that is wat i feel la..

Following which, is our fav dessert at Island Creamery.. ICE CREAM~~~~ HAha..
As usual, we camwhore and took tons of pics.. Kekez.. Pics are on mine and Xx's facebooks.. Kekez..

Conclusion: We had great FUN! and of cos, relaxing activity is a must in the midst of our own busy lifestyles, working and studying at the same time..
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Assignment is due on monday.. and I'm not even half way there... HOW?? Muz do more.. do more.. and do more...

Tml, having lesson from 2 to 5.. Afterwhich, it's the long awaited even ----->>>> AH MEI's CONCERT at Kalland Indoor Stadium!!!!!!

Next sat, it's mid term exam for ER~~~~~~
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If u guys see someone on the streets that look like me.. but she is in specs, it's probably me.. cos i'm having eye infection at the moment.. so NO contact lenses for at least the next 2 weeks... =(

So, i will be wearing my new specs for the next 2 weeks..
But if i dun recover by sunday, it would probably turn to NO contact lenses for the next 1 month i guess~~~~

2008-09-29T14:38:00.002+08:00

Blogging away at the national library.. Mind block at the moment and my assignment has only proceed from zero to 230 words.. I'm not even 10% there yet.. HAiz.. and it's due on Monday.. 2500 words, not including introduction and conclusion. Only contents..

Researching wise has not been veri good.. cos the books that i intended to read are being taken away already..

School is at 7pm.. means i still hav abt 4 hours plus to go.. and there will time for lunch and more assignment time to come later..

I'm hungry~~~ Heading off to eat lunch on my own now..
Bye~

2008-09-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

Photos time.. These pics were suppose to be up some days ago.. but this week, is basically hectic~ Will update more after the pics..

Emily's pressie~~

Duckling~~

Piggy stand..

Some other random shots at the shop..

go here for more information -> www.candybouquet.com.sg

The ladies @ the bbq....
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Pics from Waseda Open Hse 08

Olympico games...

Wif Trix while waiting for our turn at outside Haunted Hse~~

The play of 花より男子..

The angry rat @ Mouseland..

The alumni girls who were there...

2008-09-20T14:45:00.002+08:00

Grabbed the following stories from an email that I received from a friend...

THE LAW OF THE GARBAGE TRUCK

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call,

'The Law of the Garbage Truck.'

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets. The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So..... 'Love the people who treat you right. Pray for the ones who don't.'

Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

2008-09-20T01:21:00.002+08:00

Yoz~
Haha.. I haven't been a little busy these couple of weekends after Natsu..
Of cos, other than those events mentioned in the previous post like school on every Mon & Wed, COMEX fair 08,there was oso debriefing for Natsu, orientation & study skill workshop for school side... there were a couple more events..
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Last Sat, there was Emily's & Shu Herng's birthday BBQ.. N as per usual BBQs, it was held at Dan's area.. Before that, I met up wif Fook Yu to go get the Pocky that I wanted to get for someone.. N of cos, I also got Pocky alot more than i planned.. In fact, i tink i got almost everyone a pack.. Lolx~ After which, was goin over to Coronation Plaza to collect Emily's present..

It was indeed a fruitful trip there.. n i believe, i will be getting more stuff from there, judgin on the service that i was given.. Pics of the present will be up soon, once i upload them (which shld be tml..) Then we went for my late lunch at Mad Jack.. (The standard there dropped a little..)

The bus ride to Sembawang was LONGGG n tiring.. But at least, we got seats.. (*Whew!)
The BBQ was great, and we all definitely had fun chit chatting and laughing all together once again.. History of JMD seems to be the interesting topic every year, with adding stories to tell.. Haha..
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Part 1 of vonne's birthday
Making of chocolate coated cornflakes~ This part, I'll be keepin underwrap~~
Anyway, the conclusion is that I took half day ytd to make them...

Met Yvonne at 730 at Clark Quay MRT together wif Fook Yu for dinner..
Restaurants were all fully packed and we settled for Mahattan Fish Market in the end.. Food was not extremely exciting and declicious but we did enjoy the dinner together..
After a little walk ard, we went our separate ways...

Part 2 will be coming up soon..~~ Stay Tuned~
This weekend's muz do: - Assignments (both modules).. It's due next week and I am only half done with it.. OMG~
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Tml will bea pretty busy day... N plans are still not confirm yet~~~~~~

NiteZ~

2008-09-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Woohoo~~~
Yeah, i know i haven't been blogging for quite awhile.. but it haven't been tat long isn't it??
Less than a month lo.. btw, people, tryin to click on the ads by nuffnang.. u might find things interestin~

Anyway, Natsu is over for now...
Up Next >>> Adorhythmatics daNc3 pract while start in October, to train up our flexibility and stuff..

Natsu was fun overall, with a little hippcups here and there but generally, we still rox.. Haha.. At least tat was wat a couple of people said after watchin the performance video.. Photos below:

Wif e fake photographer~

With Qiqi

With Jasmine N Dan + Uncle Simon in e bkgrd...

Wif G4 (- BT) + Elmo

Qiqi - Close up

@ e event

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Oh well, for those of you who still dunno, i started school~~~
Yes, I'm studying again...
@ SMa School of Management, doin BCom...
Class started this week and so far, so good..
it's not as boring as I thought it would be. The lecturers were not bad. For the least, they were both funny and they are both good friends.. Oh, and they both love to talk.. long enough till classes end exactly at 10pm or over..

Part time is realli~~~~~~ Tiring. But I believe it's worth it. =]
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Trip to Comex was both irritating and fun.. Some of u will know how much I hate squeezing in crowds.. but I went to look for lappy so bo bian. Went of Friday after work with Jacye and Carole to look ard... Met the friendly promoter (aka Brian) of Toshiba who came over to talk after overhearin our conversion tat e other promoter couldn't even answer my qn...

His sudden popped up and his way of answering qns made us laugh hard which was one of e reasons why I went back on Sunday to get the lappy.. Another factor: Cos he know his stuff..

And, ya, as mention abv, I've gotten my lappy.. A black (or rather silver) Toshiba laptop, for school and for leisure.. (SADLY, the lappy wouldn't be RED.. which was wat i wanted badly but it's out of stock~.. *DaN, could u do a spray paint job for Me??* LoL~)
Will be collecting it on the comin friday.. will take some pics of it when I lay my hands on it.. till then, demo available..

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Most painful event since 13~~~~ Chipped tooth while chewin Ramen >> Unimaginable right?!
After Comex fair on Fri, we went for dinner @ Marina Quare >>> I kinda broke a little of my wisdom tooth (which was already painful) .. I was extremely awake after tat cos it was really painful~

Which made me call my dentist immediately to book an appointment. And so, my top left wisdom tooth is out, in one piece >>> After feel: Extraction is not as painful as I thought it would be.. *Whew, Thank God for that. **Also, muz thanks my dentist for doin such a good job --- which is why i only visit her la..*

2008-08-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Time really flies... It's been almost a year since I joined DBS~
N also almost 3 months since Natsu practise started~

The long awaited Natsu is next week...
And we are in final preparations for the performance next week le..
Praying hard that everything from weather to venue, from dancers to transport, from cd to timing , will go according to plan..

And of cos, school is finally starting on Sept 1, all the best to myself on that..
Qi has already started on her bridging modules too.. All the best to her..
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Little updates~~~~
1) We celebrated Leeny & Cheryl's birthday on Sunday..
Suppose to have dinner at Tanjong Pagar but we ended up at Boat Quay instead..
*Tanjong Pagar is so quiet on weekends now..*
Nothing fantastic to mention abt dinner... as food was not realli up to expectations..
Desserts was worse thou~

2) Goin down to Simei tml..

3) Dance pract on thurs~ (I'm claiming my National day off.. So i'll most probably be going down..)

4) Friday is still unknown @ the moment....

5) Natsu is happening on Sat~~~

2008-07-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

Link to the pics..
http://s24.photobucket.com/albums/c28/girlgirl0613/Bangkok%20Trip/

2008-07-31T19:09:00.004+08:00

Pics are up.. On my photobucket album..
It's a long long story on the trip..
Photos tell a thousand words.. So do look at the album.

Cutting long story short short,
All 3 of us had a great time shopping, taking pics, relaxing, walking and talking..
Haha.. Below are some of the pics..

2008-07-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!!

I'm back~~~~
Hahaha..
It was a extremely fun n exciting trip with tons of exciting stories and pics..
Pics and stories to be up soon.. Meanwhile, i will be resting my feets from the tons of shopping...
=)

2008-07-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

My trip is in another couple of hours.. but i dunno why i can't sleep..
I realli dunno why..

2008-07-18T09:59:00.002+08:00

I will be flying off soon.. in another 20hrs.. Haha..
By now, most of u shld know where i'm goin. So I don't hav to say it here again ba..

I'll be back on 23 again.. Dun miss me ok..
Haha..

I've yet to pack my bag for the trip.. n i dun feel like doin it yet..
Meetin Yvonne for dinner later.. so it means tat either i pack it before i meet her.. if not it's after i meet her..

OOh.. I know.. I'll do half half.. Kekezz..
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Let's hope everything turns out well by the time i come back..
- For studies (the staff loan to be approved)
- For friends (the misunderstanding will be solved)
- For self (between me n him, things will be better...)

2008-07-13T14:16:00.002+08:00

I saw this poem on Dasmond koh's blog n took it here for sharin,
A good one to remind us that everything happens for a reason~

For Everything There’s a Season
By Joy E. Walker Steward

We may not know the reason
For all of life’s suffering and pain,
But we know everything has its season,
So the sunshine will follow the rain;
There are even times when the sun shines
While the rain is still pouring down,
Those moments of grace God sends us,
Reminders that He’s still around;
So when adversity’s fire is burning,
Expect a cooling breeze;
Know that God is right in it with you
As He moves your growth to achieve;
Embrace His tender compassion
But yield to His discipline too
For the father loves each of his children
And knows best how to nurture you;
When life’s pruning is painful,
Don’t let bitterness enter your soul,
For when pruning is done you’ll be better,
Your heart and your spirit whole;
So if this is your season for weeping,
Know your tears will end with the night,
For joy always comes in the morning
When faith gives way to sight.

2008-07-06T17:43:00.004+08:00

Nothing much hav been happening recently.. I haven't been goin out recently except to work n for dance..

Life haven't been to well either.. I jus received e rejection letter from OCBC for my loan.. Which means that I wouldn't be able to study this year... After tryin 5 banks, i feel like giving up.. I no longer know wat to do.. I know I shouldn't be draggin the whole study thing but I don't have any other ways.. Will hav to wait till next year before I can try again..

Bkk trip is up in another 2 weeks..
Natsu is in another 5 to 6 weeks..

Praying hard that everything will go on well..
Also, like what Gerry always say..
"Jia You!"

2008-06-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

i'm shifting place in office again.. This time, i'm changing teams as well..
As usual, it's a decision made by my boss so no objections allowed.. Kekez..

Well, as per my opinion n e others, it's a new exposure for me, to learn more things... New team, new team leads, new team members, new product, new deadlines.. Everything new will start from next tues, July 1st.. I'm shifting teams together wif Lawrence n Helene.. So ya, i'm not all alone afterall.. =)

All the best to myself n the rest... =]
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Dance wise, we're done wif the dance steps of New look & Rock steady.. now, left with What a feeling & traditional.. So it's 2 songs down n 2 songs more to go..

Hmm.. let's take a look..
Tml, 28 June, Accordin to DaN, we'll be finishin What a feeling dance steps tml..
So next week, 5 July, we might be learning the formation, intervals n other stuff.. Of cos, we will be doing rehearsals after rehearsals..
Then, we would be presenting the dance to JAS in either 3 or 4 weeks time..
And then it would be natsu already..
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In between, there's event / appointment on 5th Jul, 19 to 22 Jul, 23 Jul & 14 Aug...

2008-06-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

I've been doing alot of thinking to myself.. (I've more time to myself now, ever since he stopped talkin to me n ever since I began taking bus home..)

I realise, that I've became more n more unappreciative of all the good things happening ard me and unappreciative of the people I have ard me..

There are times when I choose to ignore them, ignore their feelings, ignore whatever they are telling me jus because I wasn't in e mood to listen..
I've said things / words / sentences / comments that hurt their feelings but they continue to stay by my side, pulling me up, caring abt me and showering me with their care n concern.

N I began to take all those for granted.. It's only when one of them, get sick n tired and stop replyin my unnecessary smses, stop talkin to me, I realise that I am taking them for granted.. They can don't need to be there, they can simply ignore me.. BUt they didn't.. for years, they didn't.. They didn't leave me to die, they didn't leave me hanging, they were the ones, who were there when I couldn't get out of the whole 'Edmund' shit thingy..

I've been complaining abt how 'pig' my sales reps can be when they make 'common sense' or 'silly' mistakes on documents and here, I'm being the 'pig' and making stupid mistakes in life that cost me my friends and even family..

Till now, I know i'm startin to lose friends again.. Not sure if I can save the friendship.. but i'll try my best... to save and at the same time, maintain the others.. For I can't live in this world w/o friends and family..

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Afternote for 22nd:
You said you wish u could too... BUt i said I prefer to stay as friends for I dun wan to take the risk of taking e relationship a step further and lose even the friendship in the end. U said I've got good character.. But i tell u i don't.. Cos i know, i'm not a easy girl to be with.. Like wat I told MS, I require alot of attention but oso alot of freedom.. I need space to myself and controllin me is a nono..

Another reason for giving u 'no' as an answer is bcos I hav no confident to love somebody and I don't know how to.. I would like to be by your side but I don't know how to handle a relationship.. Committment, time n effort is needed in a relationship but I dunno if I can.. I dare not try, afraid of being hurt again.. I'm sorry...

2008-06-15T12:49:00.003+08:00

Birthday birthday!!

A simple thanks is all I can say to all who remembered..

2008-06-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm upset wif myself today.. Tat's I'm not able to remember the steps for 'Rock Steady'..
To e fact that when I did it for them to see, I immediately know that I would not be selected..

The whole point is!! When I did it at home jus now, I could remembER!

What a shitty feeling!

N I will now, work double hard, to remember the steps n do it nicely so that my volunteering of myself would not be wasted!

Birthday matters will be blogged tml..
NO Mood today!

2008-05-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

It's MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY..
Haha.. N Monday is coming to an end soon..
-- Oops, jus some randomness..-----

The weekend was a tried yet fruitful one..
Sat was basically Natsu practise, followed by dinner wif Zuzz n Xx @ Serangoon Gardens..
At practise, we learn poppin.. Forarm pop, hand pop, n many more..
N wakin up on Sun was torturing..

Suppose to meet DaNn n the rest @ 10am at Expo for adidas sale.. I reached at 1020, onli to realise 2 things - e rest are late n the sale onli open doors at 11...

But it was definitely fun to shop wif Trix, DaNn, BT n KK.. Jackets, shoes n tops were part of our winning items.. HAha.. N i got my last piece of jacket.. (thx 2 e guy who let his hands off it..)

After adidas, we went for Robinson sale where we brought another couple of items... (NOTE: the watches were goin for 1 for 1 -> brands like PUMA are there..)

Then we had lunch @ Suntec.. We went from food court -> Pepper Lunch -> Just Noodles -> Swensens. Where we settled down n had our filling lunch.. Visit to street fest was next. It's a little overcrowded there so we went walkin ard before sitting down at Mac for coke n some food..
Jae, Oz n Elmo came n join us later..

We left Suntec for PS to meet XM to get food before heading to Cathay for Movie.. The process of walkin there was hot n tiring but it was also veri veri entertaining.. Alot of people probably thought we are some wild kids la, laughin like mad while walkin..

MOVIE -> INdiana Jones 4
The movie was great.. A combination of actions, comedy plus alittle of family ties..
We were laughin like mad at some parts of the movie..
Overall, it's a good movie to catch. I quite like it..

After movie was the usual catchin up n chit chatting session @ mac till 10 plus before i came home by bus...
HOME SWEET HOME..
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Tml will be a long day.. So I'm goanna slp liao..
-> Event of tml:
Goin down to Scape to support JAe @ 8.30pm..

Clubbing @ St James~

2008-05-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

Slideshow of photos: Clubbin @ St James~

2008-05-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

AHHH...

I accidentally deleted my prev 2 posts!! AHHH...

For anything tat u guys miss, sorry.. cos I can't recover them..

Anyway, this long weekend was indeed LONG.. Alot of first as well..

1. 1st official Natsu 08 dance pract..
2. 1st dance pract (cum stretchin session) for me for a LONGGG break of almost a yr..
3. 1st time, i shopped for perfume with Xx n Zuzz for almost an hr, smellin more than 10 kinds of perfume of different brands..
4. 1st time helping a fren to move house..
5. 1st time clubbing after almost 2 yrs..
6. 1st time clubbing wif Lionel, Ryan n MAx.. (It's been real long since I clubbed with Zuzz as well..)
7. 1st visit to St James (n it was crazY!)
8. 1st time eat supper @ River Valley..
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AFter dance pract on Sat, met up wif Zuzz n Xx for dinner n some shoppin.. Zuzz wanted to shop for perfume.. n we went with him.. After smelling countless perfume n countless times of coffee beans, we finally brought the perfume n settled at Hong Kong cafe for dinner.. After which was endless talkin @ Spinelli..

Sun afternoon, I met Zuzz for lunch before proceedin to help Vivien move house, where they sucessfully persuade me to join them @ St James tat night..

Met Zuzz for dinner @ dhoby before meetin the rest at St James.. E queue is realli long but thanks to Lionel, we were in the VIP queue which is also veri long.. but when Zuzz n I reached, they were already in front.. so ya, we got in at 11plus.. had a couple of drinks before proceeding to the dance floor for the rest of the night, shaking away to songs like Feedback and many others... It was realli crazy.. Those tat were with me, definitely agree to this right?? hahaha..

Lionel, max n I left for Supper @ river valley at abt 4, jus before St James closed for the day..
Prata was alright onli.. (I didn't know Cheese is so ex tat me n Lionel onli spotted like a few bits of it n we both agree tat the cheese is SALTY).. Lychee was great n refreshin.. =)

Time I reached home: 6am (I was the last to alight, after Lionel n Max)
Time I slept: 7am (Was waiting for my hair to dry naturally)
Time I woke up today: 2pm
(I actually opened my eyes at 12.. but 5 hrs of sleep was not realli enough n I figured tat since I didn't hav anything on today, might as well sleep more.. So I slept again.. Haha...)

I am aching from shoulder down, after joggin ard NYP with Qi, did full set of stretching exercise, learn n practise dance for 3hrs, help a little to move hse n dancing thru the night n of cos, enjoyin myself this long weekend.. Haha..

Major in History??

2008-04-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
You scored as History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in History, Anthropology, or related majors (e.g., African and African-American Studies, Chinese, Classics, Cultural Studies, Economics, English, French, Geography, German, Greek, Hebrew, International Studies, Philosophy, Sociology, Women's Studies, or other Liberal Arts majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests.

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

56%

Education/Counseling

50%

Visual&PerformingArts

44%

Psychology/Sociology

44%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

38%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

38%

HR/BusinessManagement

38%

Religion/Theology

38%

English/Journalism/Comm

31%

Mathematics/Statistics

25%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

25%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

19%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

13%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

13%

2008-04-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

Let's see... 3 weeks from my last update..

1) My leg injury is healin... Scar is goanna be there for yrs.. but it doesn't hurt anymore..
2) Jesslynn left DBS.. (We had a farewell lunch wif her..)
3) I'm changing my place in office next fri.. (It's an instruction from given, not a choice.)
4) Celebrated Wern Ming's birthday @ Waraku at Central..
5) Celebrated Xx's birthday @ Aileen's place.. (Wif Beard Papa, Horror movie marathon & endless talkin..)
6) Done up someone's birthday present..

That's abt all i tink.. These are those events tat I can remember.. There are always others which i forgot.. but it doesn't mean it's not important.. =)

Nothing much for me to update thou.. Cos I dunno wat to write..

ONE THING: I MISS DANCIN..
* Probably shld sign up the dance class @ my workplace there.. hmm.. *

Oh ya.. School might be delayed, to start in Sept.. Not to sure abt tat yet.. Will keep u guys update once I have news...

2008-03-27T21:33:00.004+08:00

Wendy will be out of action for awhile..

A couple of days ago, while alighting from Sandra's bike, my leg accidentally touch the exhaust pipe.. Without guessin, u guys should know wat happened..

Tat was Monday.. It was only until Wedesday tat I went to my doc.. N he says it will take a while to heal.. N while I can walk normally.. I probably can't walk for veri long period of time, can't jump ard & can't dance for a while..

So, I'll be restrictin myself from doing those, at least for the next 1 or 2 weeks..

*Thank God that there wasn't any infection (tinkin tat I delayed treatment for 2 days!) & that Natsu dance pract doesn't start till mid May (after anniversary celebration)...*

For now, the skin is peelin off slowly.. n healin at the same time I presume.. *I am a medical idiot..* It's not really the very very painful kind.. but it still hurts..
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Tat's all for now..
He's coming back either tml or 29th.. =)

2008-03-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

Today is the day.. where people term it as black day.. While i term it as jus another day where all the things jus somehow, happened together on the same day..

1st.. I left my hse early, 7.20, to go work.. Intending to go office by bus.. The feeder bus was late.. by 15mins.. So I still took a train in the end.

2nd.. The worse of the day, I fell, down the down riding escalator, face first..
(Ya, go on, Laugh as loud as u wan. I can't hear it anyway..)
Thanks to my vain-ness, i turned, went half my way down the escalator n landed on my butt.. So besides some minor scratches on my legs, not much injuries.. Thank God for tat..

3rd.. I went out for breakfast wif Jeslin & Rena n we bump into Lawrence, Wern Ming & Allan.. That was when, my boss came lookin for people n ask, where are we..
Conclusion? Kena scolding lo..

4th.. I covered my shifu's port today, covered Wlds.. N it turned out to be.. Super PROBLEMATIC..

5th.. Last but not least... I reached home, realising tat I forgot to bring my keys.. N I was locked up of my hse for 2hrs.. So NEar yet SO FAR..

What a day ManZ! Thank God it's all over.. Tomorrow will be a better day! =]

2008-03-09T13:16:00.002+08:00

I know, some of u are tinkin, what happened to the previous post tat was up.. I took it down, for the purpose is no longer there..

Chingay is over for nearly 2 months.. Not much new things comin up except mayb Natsu, which is in August..

Everything has been more or less the same..

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Went K-ing wif some colleagues on Fri, after meetin Stella, Dan, HsiaoLing n Mingde separately..

It was really fun n funny singsing with them.. Especially de duet part.. Kekez.. Tat shall be kept between us...

2008-02-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

Chingay 2008

2008-02-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY people.. Hope the new year will be a great year for all!

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Was surfin ard the net when I saw this shoe design on Eastbay...

It is nice...

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Hmmm.. nice?

2008-02-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

I had a strong feeling abt it..
But I guess I am wrong yet again..
I shall leave it for the moment..
Leave it there..
N see what happens..............
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Caught 2 good movies this week..
- Sweeney Todd
- 27 Dresses

Both movies were good basically.. the singing n storylines were good for the first.. Although some thought the ending was abit weird / rush / not to good... but it was ok for me.. for the 2nd, it was relaxing.. I had a great laugh.. n it was touchin too...
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2008-01-27T21:57:00.001+08:00

As we grow up, problems row bigger n bigger.. as well as increase in volume..

A couple of years back, we are probably worryin abt buyin books, passing exams n class tests, completing projects or do a good performance etc...

Now, we probably worry abt payin bills, debts, promotion, bonus , salary, loans, further study, etc..
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Xx, Zuzz n me were havin our long conversation late into the night where we talked abt everything..

We had great time, talkin n listenin to each other..
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Service today was good..

Zuzz called after service, but i cut short our conversation due to some reason..
Didn't join him n Kai Xin for dinner cos i dun feel like travelling back to town again..

Went for Gin's party till abt 7..
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Sleepin soon.. will update again.. =)

2008-01-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

I went back to church today..

I know i know.. I haven't been to church for abt 2 yrs..
so why did i go back??

Cos i felt the time was right..
GOD has been talkin to me the past few nights..
Abt dreams & hopes..

So i decided to give it a try again..

Everything went well before, durin n after service.. said hi to people whom i haven't met for quite a few yrs.. chat a bit wif Issac.. Tat's all.. Others, mainly "Hi", "Welcome back", "long time no see"..

Was chatting wif Kenneth, abt his life, my life n everything over lunch.. Chat till abt 3plus 4 then headed home..
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Overall, this week is not too bad.. =)

2008-01-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

Whatever had happened did..
Why bring it up again?
I'm trying to bring things over,
N keep it in tat remote part of my heart;
Locked n kept secret forever,
Not wanting to remember..

I jus want to be myself,
Be happy,
Be worry-free.
It's the past, so let it be..
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Athe end of ytd,
I was exhausted both mentally n physically..
Like wat max said, on our way home via NR,
"Wendy's falling down, her eyes extremely tired"
I am tired of everything involving the 5 words "我对你有感觉".
I'm letting it go, once n for all n concentrate on other things at least for this couple of months...

So pls, if the next time u guys see me
N I did talk abt anything regarding the above,
Hit me on the head to wake me up..
I meant it..
Jus do it..
No worries, I will not hit back.. =)

2008-01-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

Meetin up wif Pastor Wong ytd was a great choice..
There was alot of me talkin n then she answerin all my queries..
At the end of the whole session, I felt way better..

As I was steppin into church, the gate suddenly became the separator between 2 worlds..
It was a feelin tat i can't describe.. but jus extremely comfortable..

Steppin in there oso brought back alot of memories... Good ones, bad ones, sweet ones, hurting ones.. n of cos, it oso brought back memories tat i locked in a remote corner of my heart, not wantin to remember..

I spoke to Ps Lee, Ranald & Romans as well..
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Random conversations between us...
A says,"Sometimes, when u are tryin to start things totally new again, knowin too many people there can be a hindrance to start things all over again.."

B answer,"It's all lies in your mind.. "

"U hav already taken the first step.. now wat's next? It's all up to you.."

"U can't predict the future.. so you wouldn't know whether if u didn't do it, things will change.."
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2008-01-09T09:49:00.000+08:00

On leave today, to settle some stuff that has been bothering me on my mind n to take a break from the routine of working n working n working..

It's nice, to wake up, tellin urself... "I'm on a break today.."

My block leave this year hav been temporary fixed.. 26 Jul to 03 Aug..
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学习放下很艰难。但它不等于放弃。放下的首要，是先对人类和世界有一个认知。
我们觉得痛苦，因为放不下。
放不下，因为执著。
执著，因为不愿意接受这个残酷的认知。
尽管知道这个认知很真实，但知道归知道，承认不承认又另当别论。
世界永远不完美，人性永远丑陋，生命永远不圆满。
我想，这就是认知。
接受对这个世界和人的认知，不代表我们妥协。
只是不为它所摆布和动摇。

我不会告诉你，不要绝望痛苦。
这些也是必然的，是人生的一部分，总会发生的。
我只能说，痛苦和绝望，都在于自己。
世界从来不遗弃我们，只有我们遗弃自己。

2008-01-04T22:02:00.001+08:00

I tink I skipped an update recently.. Kekez..

30th dec, a day before NYE, Xx, me n Zuzz met up with Max n Lionel for dinner n Starbucks after tat.. First time dinning with the 2 guys but it was definitely a fun nite, talkin n laughin through out dinner n the chit chat after tat.. More such dinners pls.. =)
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Ytd's dinner wif Jas was full of thoughts.. I felt tat I'm not mature enough to handle the workin world yet.. I couldn't stand adults, in order to get promotions / into bosses good boots, they can do anything n everything.. N i realli mean everything, even things they dun like..

This reminded me of something tat i heard before..

"The working world out there is not as simple n good-natured as you think it is. People can do everything n anything to gain what they want. They can be nice to you but they might not be real.."

Had lunch wif Rena today.. On our way, I was askin her on the same issues.. She said ,"They wouldn't stab u in the back now bcos u are still new, u stand no threat to them. In order to stay out of trouble for now, is to mind ur own business."

One thing to note: It's almost impossible to find frenz in the workin world.

How true, we shall see..

2008-01-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

This new year is so not new year!!

As Dan, Jae, Trix n me had lunch today, we simply felt nothing like new year..

It jus felt like another weekend!!

Like wat Zuzz said, 31st Dec n 1st Jan is onli one second difference.. So it's not realli a big deal.. but we jus thought it might be a time, to press e reset button n everything is reset to original n start all over again..

NYE was spent at Clarke Quay over some games of Doraemon Uno wif them after dinner @ Hooters..

@ Hooters~

After Hooters~

2008-01-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

I know i know..
U guys muz be wondering if u enter the wrong blog or click the wrong link or type the wrong blog's address right??

Ans: Nope u didn't.. This is still Wendy's blog..

I know I am not the girly kind, n i definitely dun adore pink..
If so, then why i choose this skin??

Bcos, i jus wanted a change for e new year..
N nope, I'm not together wif anyone..
Neither did I found someone new..
I'm still goin as a individual.. No love one or anything..

Simply jus wan a change..
Mayb a couple of months down, I'll change it again..
But for now, this is it... I simply wan to be happy.. =)

Frenz~

2008-01-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

I read this n totally felt related.. Edited a little to express wat i tink..
*WARNING: it's chinese...*

身边的朋友，我很挑。对方能交出真情的我才会作为身边的朋友。能欣赏对方的优点，也能看到对方的缺点但能接受他。相处时大家真诚干切，让大家都有些好过的美丽时光，让大家都能在对方生命里留下一次次真实的感动。

我还有一种“朋友”，是我曾经爱过但最后却因为种种原因没在一起的朋友。。

不再继续曾经有过的情感，但深切的关怀其实还在的，只是情感从私密爱情扩展成为更宽阔的友情而已。还关心对方，还记住对方一些特有的心情，还很在乎对方心情上种种状况，当遇到要履行朋友义务时，他们都会排在关心的最首位。

虽不谈风月，不谈风月并不等于两个人心灵上没可能拥有另个共赴快乐境地的可能。双方都十分清楚，什么能使他舒怀，什么能安慰他，什么能消缓他的压力，什么事情仍能令他感动。了如指掌。也愿意以朋友的身份去付出。这种相知，是一辈子无法磨灭的情感，磨不掉的。

爱在结束后还能拓开胸怀，大家做朋友，那就是最亲密最贴心的朋友。

一个眼神就能通透明亮的知道对方心意。一些与普通朋友难以启齿的心事，双方都能愿意聆听，还能给一个真实安慰的肩膀。

不能成为爱人是遗憾，但事情背后都有错综复杂的原因。

当逻辑与理智都结不开的时候，就只有人的感情，是真正的答案。

朋友倒是长久做的。比之于爱情，友情更能长久，因为那是人与人之间一种比较纯粹的关系。
也因为，不是那么容易或幸运就能找到两个真正愉快地一辈子为爱情将自我作出妥协与割让的人。

New year...

2008-01-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of 2008..

Did u guys review the resolutions tat was made at the start of the year 2007?? Haha..

Wat abt the new resolutions for this year??
Mine:
1) To hav pay increment
2) To start uni studies
3) To find someone that's worth my time
4) To lose more weight.. =]
5) To travel overseas more wif frenz..
6) Lastly, to save up more.
7) To keep myself from fallin in love so easily.

Well well.. For all my frenz, my wish for them is to stay happy n tat they will find someone tat's worth their time as well.. Also, for those workin, tat their pay will increase n increase n increase.. for those studying, tat they will soar their exams with flying colors..

Wishes for some..
Zuzz: Tat he will get his gold for his IPPT, tat he can hav his ways to things..
Xx: For her pay to rise even more, tat she can get her degree n drivin license soon.. (so tat she can drive me ard..)
Aileen: Tat she can see kyn more often.. tat she will get good results..
Zat-i: Tat her relationships will get smoother.. Tat she will be happier..
Xiao Hui: Tat she will get into her wish course for uni.. N oso, find someone tat loves her as much as she loves God..
DaN: Tat he will hav better health, smooth relationship, better pay job, less problems..
Qiqi: Less worries, more smiles, more sweetness!!
Jas: Recover faster from her injury n less blurr~
Bro: Pay increment.. Smooth relationship wif Joanne..
Wern Ming: Find someone he likes, save more money, gets fitter..
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2007 is wat kind of year for me? I oso dunno..
- I changed job, from ST to DBS..
- I stopped clubbin.. BUT not drinkin.. (i still love my tequila sunrise, vodka coke n rum coke..)
- I learnt to keep quiet when I feel like..
- I learnt to keep somethings to myself, care for myself more..

Hope tat 2008 would be a fruitful year as well... =)
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2007-12-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

Alright.. Let me backdate a little to half a month back.. Qi's birthday chalet..

Not tat i didn't want to blog abt it.. Jus bcos when i thought abt wat happened tat nite, it jus still upset me a little..

It lasted 3 days for me.. was there to help her do a little of deco n stuff on fri afternoon..
Sat, as more n more people arrived.. the place got a little over crowded..
Of cos, majority of JMD n ex-JMD people were there except for those who were either not free or not in town.. So as per usual, we did some catchin up n oso, cam-whoring... takin a whole lots of pics.. I'm still waiting to get pics from people as i didn't bring my cam.. *Waiting anxiously..*

It was a enjoyable nite for all... Had real fun catchin up n takin pics..
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Before I forget again!!

Happy Belated Birthday to Lue Song!!!

Hope u like the present... Kekez..
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Met Zuzz @ Spinelli for chillin out today after dinner wif the gurls n chingay pract @ JAS.. We basically did alot of talkin n talkin abt how coincidence it was to bump into so many people in 1 day n many others...

2007-12-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Christmas...

Something i usually look forward to.. But this year, somehow, somewhat.. it is different..

I oso dunno why.. but jus feel tat it's different..

At office, we did alittle gift exchange.. I got wat i wanted!! Eeyore.. Hahaha..

When I reached office, rec'd a gift from Allan n Wern Ming.. Thanks guys.. Kekez.. I love the present lots..

Then, there was meltykiss from Jesslynn.. Eeyore cup from Rena & Chcolates from Ai Cheng.. Thanks alot..

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After work, I met up wif Aileen, Zuzz & Xx for dinner n to spend christmas..

We exchanged gifts during dinner..

Dinner was not fantastic but we enjoyed the chit chat session..

N the random activity for the year: BOWLING!

We decided to do something random so we choose bowling..

We shared lane wif 2 guys who were quite pro..

We entertained ourselves wif endless laughter n jokes..

N the event of the day was Xx's back flunk.. where she flunk the ball backwards.. Even the guy in the next lane was shocked.. (his expression was the best of the day..)

Another thing worth mention is tat Aileen always get 3 tries for her turn (N i mean everytime) which we dun understand why..

The 4 bowlers..

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After bowling, we headed to Starbucks at Suntec for chit chat, unwrapping of presents, counting down n some games of Uno with Aileen's Doreamon Uno.. It's so cute.. N our games were super entertaining..

*Let it snow.. let it snow.. let it snowww..* Hahahaha..

My fav -> Chocolate Cream Chip!!

I had a wonderful christmas thanks to the 3 of them... =)

2007-12-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Gathering is something tat everyone love.. N of cos, I love it too..

Last weekend, 22nd of dec, we had a little gathering over at Zuzz's place..

Things started for me, ard 1plus.. when i arrived at Zuzz's place.. Xx n him started bakin already when i arrived.. My main role tat day was as the dish washer for Xx.. Haha.. Not tat i mind thou.. After which, I did the deco-ing for the cupcakes.. Below are the products.. Zuzz's Cupcakes...

We love the cupcakes~~

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At ard 7plus, when Van arrived, dinner started..

Bcos of e weather n the food (we were super full from the food), we felt sleepy..

Me, Xx n Zuzz entertained ourselves wif some talkin, surfin of facebook & listenin to hse music..

Xx n me left at abt 10plus.. We shared a cab, droppin her off first before I went home..

Dinner was good.. We had most things baked n lots of dessert...

Cupcakes, Nuggets, Potato fish bake, Brownies, Lasagne, Tiramisu & Curry..

(*Proudly: The curry chicken is done by my mum!! n comments were good!!)